lirik lagu finn lune - to be honest
[verse 1]
momma told me to be honest, i been sippin’ out the bottles
living life down at the bottom, since found out i was the problem
smoke away my brain my thoughts decay, to sweet 16 i turn in may
will i be here long enough to be there for my own birthday?
swear i won’t, my t~~th are turning gold
my feet are getting cold, my life is getting old
still in my childhood but i feel like i lost it since my dad been gone
i wish he was still here so he could lecture me on rights and wrongs
it’d be nicer hearing things from the big man of the house
instead of listening to mom filling my head up with doubts
we both f~ck up and blame each other, big game of cat and mouse
she says i won’t be good enough to see myself get a spouse
and i just think shes right, she always wins these fights
think bout it every night, am i the kid she spites?
seeing my siblings get along and being there for each other
while i just sit inside my room, get into fights with my mother
i’m just a piece of sh~t that won’t ever find out the way to live
everyday i’m counting seconds, minutes, days until the end
everyday i’m praying on my knees like please forgive my sins
everyday i’m begging on my knees to please not lose my friends
i’m a little immature and there’s a lot of sh~t that’s wrong with me
but even if i change my past will always be there haunting me
and everyone that i once loved just sits in corners stalkin’ me
and i just keep on doin’ sh~t, don’t care what they are calling me
[verse 2]
if i’m being honest, i’m just trying not to k!ll myself
but when anything goes wrong i tend to blame myself
which makes me hate myself, and wanna end it all
rap bout my mental health, i’m on my f~cking own
i know lots of people from my school gon’ hear this sh~t
they just heard me open up ’bout all the things i can’t admit
hopefully it doesn’t change a thing, i’m not a weird kid
i just have my issues, but that’s honestly a common thing
i remember turning 12 and thinking “my life is so different”
and now i’m 16 rethinking all of my life decisions
hope my life don’t end with my brain splattered on the ceiling
hope i make it somewhere, i hope people see my f~ckin’ vision
whenever i’m at concerts i wish i was on stage
playing all my songs to people who don’t think that i’m lame
maybe i’ll get the fame, but i’m someone they hate
so it’s just a real shame, i guess that’s part of the game
[outro]
i’m sorry i’m pathetic and i’m sorry for mistakes i made
i didn’t realize at the time i was f~ckin’ up everything
i’m sorry and i promise i won’t ever do that sh~t again
please don’t doubt me, i promise i’ve changed
i’m sorry i’m pathetic and i’m sorry for mistakes i made
i didn’t realize at the time i was f~ckin’ up everything
i’m sorry and i promise i won’t ever do that sh~t again
please don’t doubt me, i promise i’ve changed
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