lirik lagu equinoxiousgas & ctommytomz - puppet
maybe if i could rewind time
maybe if we could all go back
change all the things we’ve done
change all the mistakes i’ve made
maybe life could be good
maybe life could be nice
make different mistakes
learn different lessons
yet it’d still all be the same
every path ends the game
i just wish we could go back
back to when it was good
back to when i had your back
change it and go to thе time
that time i didn’t taste that winе
the blood of my foes
the blood of our love
the blood of the broken
maybe it’d all be alright
if i had just stayed quiet
you wouldn’t have changed
i wouldn’t have hanged
the wish to go back in time
never to be completed
it seems like a fever dream
maybe the sadness could be depleted
‘that’s too much to ask god for!’
you say
‘all i wanted was to be loved?’
was my ask
i didn’t think it was too much
i got it when i was older
i didn’t think it was the touch
i got that when i was younger
i just wished it could plan out differently
i just wish it could all be okay
villain and violent
infant and innocent
those two things differentiate from the world
some say it’d be stolen
others say borrowed
few say anyone could think of it
i wish i could tell you which it would be
it can be many
but it’s still too tiny
i’ll never understand the way you spoke to me
i never knew it was bad till i met them
i’ve been corrected when i was older
it became so much more difficult than it would’ve been when i was younger
why couldn’t you teach me then?
you tried
but it wasn’t enough
you chose the wrong path
and i let you fall down that way
now i blame myself
while you destroy yourself
i wish i could’ve stopped you
i wish i could’ve changed it
i wish i could’ve been different
but i’ve f~cked up too many times
my goodbye will be soon
i wish i had more time
i wish i had more love to give
but it’s all running out oh too quick
i wish i could explain it all to you
but my time is limited
you’ll never understand the love you buried away
all because i was too scared to be shut down or hurt again
all because i’ve had moment where that was the only response
all because i have bad mechanisms i never wanted
all because of them
oh, how i wish to have spoken to you longer before you left me behind like everybody else
they tell me now that i deserved none of it
some say i did and still do
me?
oh that doesn’t matter, don’t worry for me
i’ll sit in the background to see you chat with them and turn your back on me too
no matter what you tell me
i’ll always say it was my fault
i’ll always know who started this war
you said i’m too scared to start a war
you say i have nothing when tommy had discs
you don’t understand what’s inside my heart
there’s nothing there but a black ball with spikes
it stabs on the inside and makes me feel all they’ve done
i can start wars
they’d never be physical, i love them too much to do what my parents did
i have my passion
i have my knowledge
i have all that my family never gave
i have the weakness of strength
i have the view of positivity more common than others
i’m done with the strings you use tied around my neck
control when i move
control when i breathe
control all that i do
i’m no longer going to fall if you kick me
i may stumble but i’ll never fall
you’ve done it far too many times
i’m done being the puppet on your strings
the strings are becoming tattered
oh but fret not, i’ll let you control me for longer
(not.)
i’m done playing this d~mn game
left and right all f~cking day
i am mine to control
my mind is mine
i am mine
i’m not yours to control
i’m done in this game of back and forth
you don’t get to choose what i think
you can’t control what i say
i’m done being yours
you’ve broken my strings for me
you’ve overused them far too many times
can’t decide if it’s green or pink
i’d prefer blue
you never care
i’ll say it anyway
i’d prefer blue
i’d prefer love
i’d prefer words
i’d prefer family
family isn’t that of who you’re born to be bound with
family is who you’ve chosen to bound yourself to
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