lirik lagu ep - life
feels like his whole life is about to crack
just like the chip in his tooth with
constant pain he doesn’t know what to do
thinking over his life knowing what he’d end up having to do
i don’t give a f-ck about anyone else either they can all get screwed
it seems like he’s got a few faults in his mind
the time keeps ticking but yet the pain doesn’t subside
it stays it goes it comes back just the spoil his hope
makes him sit and think about the long dangly twisty rope
can’t even speak without overthinking hear him chock as he goes to explain
you won’t ever known it you won’t ever feel his pain
writing raps all day but yet he feels so ashamed to show them
or even pick up the mic and speak it out loud and let the whole world know them
frozen stuck in a box seems like times gonna run out before he hits the jackpot
and what the f-ck is luck i wish i had some
it seems like i’m just waiting on something to happen listening to these sad songs
jamming to it in his room rolling up when he feels down some
help him from loosing his sh-t when he’s in a bad one
seem like nothing but best know when i blow i’ll sure put on one h-ll of a show
try to provoke him that’s a no
think you got away with it i ain’t blind i know who’s real and who’s foe
the way they treat you shows who really down to beat you or cheat you
i know the the ones i can trust the most
talking behind my back like u think i don’t know
it’s obvious but i like to keep what i do on the down low
don’t even think about judging me when we cross each other over the road
i am no longer gonna be the one that’s getting towed
i do this sh-t all on my own
don’t f-ck with me now that i’m getting in the zone
they don’t care now but best guarantee they hit up my phone
sitting around doing f-ck all yet in my head i constantly moan
the silence in the room is freaking me out who the f-ck was that shouting my name from in the clouds
gets pushed around stands there holding ground you stupid if u back down
little p-ssy wouldn’t stand up when it got loud
think the fact that i’m smaller means a thing then think again cos i’m a nut job and i say it proud
look up in my eyes and stare at the devil in my soul
sold it years ago and if i get caught then i may aswell say fairwell
to this life i was dealt
dealt the wrong cards now he’s going down the wrong path
drug abusing he’s mentally f-cked up but the other mes a laugh
coming out the closet with a skeleton that’s there haunting
speaking to him but he ain’t responding
slurring his words when he’s talking
now snorting at 3 in the morning
vision distorting up all night every week no wonder every day he wakes up feeling
won’t stop till he dies almost k!lled my slelf over someone else life
and to his mum i’m sorry caught me on the wrong day i couldn’t control what’s inside of me
the feelings i get there indescribable feel the lowness every day but yet he’s in denial
feeling like he’s indestructible having almost died a few times
but seems to god that each one wasn’t my time
now i’m chasing this life imma go the distance won’t stop won’t give up till i hit that finish line
this is straight from the mind u know that we do don’t mess we get it
and i think it’s time i start to up the grind
time to work my way up no more of this being lazy
before i know it i’ll be out off time wishing for my life back
knowing i didn’t live what was in the back of my mind
despite the twisted ness there’s other ideas in there that’s part of a master plan
and now he’s feeling incredible he might just go follow it through
stick it to the end and say f-ck you for leaving me too
i’m done with being messed around and i’m starting to see that i’ve been wasting my time on you
but i guess i had no clue of what it was that u was gonna do
but now that it’s over an the pain starts to subside
i question my life and i questions myself why?
depressions a b-tch and it hit me harder than a off balance roller coaster ride
crying in the dark when he’s feeling down soul taken out off him feeling like he died
don’t judge before you look into his eyes
n0body knows me no matter how much you think you do
you don’t and that ain’t no lie
so before he decided to jump he just had to go and have one last high
till he started feeling cooler and re thought the picture walking away not wanting to die
still here now praying for the weed that changed my mind
it’s crazy how we all go through different sh-t judging just on how you look
the past is the past you gotta leave that sh-t behind
but how can he when everyday he gets a constant remind
set aside the last few years of his life
he ain’t been normal since 1999
dreaming and screaming
waking up in the middle of the night
wondering why the f-ck he’s bleeding
i need to get more of my chest than you know
it’s just about the right time and i’m sorry if i’m slow
the pain is k!lling me actually making him think why is he so different
why does he struggle? everyone else is just oblivious to who he actually is
having my heart been torn apart before
he sees himself as the kid that shouldn’t be here no more
and when he’s falling apart and gets to the point of when he feels like he can’t take it no more
the voices in his head fight over what’s the right thing to do despite it all i wouldn’t do it again i swore to them
so many different things i have to overcome
knowing what it is i need to stay away from
needing to stop, talk and not shy away from
walks out the room cos he’s feeling uncomfortable don’t even know when things went wrong
it seems to start to feel like it’s getting better
till then it takes a turn for the worst and now he’s back in the gutter
quite literally hand in the gutter dead end jobs the way it seems it’s gonna be for my life
this is not completely finished just wanted some feedback
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