lirik lagu envy black – h∆tch
[verse 1]
uh. yeah
it’s like i’m living on a leash
no room to self-express when i ain’t even free to speak
tired of papa telling me who i should be
and how to act, like i should care what other people think. it’s cause of that that
i am always conscious of how i dress when everybody points and laughs
like i’m putting on a jest. yet, i’ve always felt contested
by every single kid that never seemed to be
impressed with attempts at being funny, so the pressure’s on
and this is p-ssing me off
i wanna look them in the face and tell ‘em i ain’t soft
but they won’t like it alot. like, they would probably scoff
and i don’t wanna see my daddy when that belt comes off. by then, i’ve already lost
feels like i’m trapped in a well
samara, pardon my french, but i feel like i’m in h-ll, man
i know i’m just a kid, i’m prolly missing some brain cells
but i ain’t got no friends and i don’t know who to tell, man
d-mn
[verse 2]
woe is me. woe is you
and i can understand the throes that you’re going through
i can feel the anger swell inside of you
and i can see it in your eyes, don’t try and hide it, dude. i know that side of you
you put your heart up on a shelf
you think that no one hears you, you’re in pain and i can tell
and if i’m being honest, i think you could use my help
in fact, i really know you better than you even know yourself
you can trust your mental health, i’m not imaginary
see i can grant your deepest wishes like a magic fairy
but i don’t have a wand and wings and wear a freaking tutu
i look like you although i’m sure the voice is pretty scary
but when it comes to me and you, there’s no disparity
fairly aware of your distress and it’s severity
looking for clarity? i got you, don’t be scared of me
you need a friend and i’m not tryna be your adversary
[verse 3]
bulk of my worries, man, you’re barely
i can hardly stand another day where everybody takes to picking on me merrily
genuine camaraderie’s a rarity
and anytime i see a chance to branch out, they only ever stare at me with hatred in their eyes
some of em wear disguises just to sell me on their lies
then show me their true colors when tension begins to rise
“oh, it’s time for taking sides? i don’t know that kid!”
“and i wouldn’t be caught dead in that bobo fit!”
“he’s special needs, a slow-mo sped.”
i can’t focus, i think want these bozos dead
no regrets, if i could, i would choke em red
that’s one less bully adding to the noise in my head
i hold my breath, i best not stoke the flame
i won’t be saved if my father is off his tame
behold the pain, i’m boned if i don’t behave
i hope and pray my nose isn’t broke today
[verse 4]
no offense, but you’re kind of a p-sscake
and acting on your own is terrible mistake
there’s a lot of names, you won’t take em in this state
you can’t intimidate, they gon’ make it a p-ss-take
screw you, dude! you think you’re better than me?
you think a single word you say will even matter to me?
you think i’m fragile and i’m weak? should i bow at your feet?
paper skin, gl-ss bones? i won’t shatter with ease. please don’t flatter yourself
you know that ain’t what i mean
i’m just saying i got your back from now whenever you need
call on me if you’re scared or you need to retreat
if anybody wanna hurt you they can go through me. that’s a promise to keep
i’ll take you under my wing
you could learn a thing or two from me, or possibly three
we’ll make a h-ll of a team, and that’s a guarantee
soon enough we’ll rule the world, sit and wait, you’ll see
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