lirik lagu enjoyhell - thoughts of a broken mind
(intro: shiloh dynasty & enjoyh~ll)
you are a stranger
she wonders why?
i don’t trust n0body (i don’t trust n0body)
not even her
you are a stranger
she wonders why?
i don’t trust n0body (yuh)
not even her
not even~ (okay)
(verse)
curses, curses
i feel like i’m worthless
slowly escalating to the top but i’m still hurting
burdened, burdened
locked up in my cell of a room i swear i’m feeling so d~mn f~cking deserted
is it worth it?
missed your facetime i’m imperfect
always tryna fix everyone else like i’m the surgeon
i’m always f~cking there when n0body be there for me
like it’s just written in my dna got love inside my genes
i swear to god they all telling me they love me
back then they used to f~cking tell me i was nothing
funny how they switch up once i get the f~cking bucks in
fake ass people reasons why i just can’t trust sh~t
can i trust my friends?
am i alone until the end?
will i ever f~cking make it out this h~ll that i live in?
i wake up in the morning just to puke at six a.m
anxiety got me wishing that i was just f~cking dead
glock up to my head fill my brain up with the lead
can i end my f~cking pain and just forget my life instead?
live my life constantly fiending my body is filled with dread
it’s been two d~mn years since i been off of my meds
hold that sh~t just like a medal f~ck the xans i’m back again
yet everyday keep on struggling i crave it till i’m dead
so i lay here in my bed and go to sleep a f~cking gain
inside i’m a f~cking demon but outside i’m heaven sent
so what the f~ck do you expect?
i don’t cut i spit my blood into the microphone
crisscrossed personality bud and patron
i write my raps from all the times that i have felt alone
and f~ck all of the people who done left me at the tone
i’m f~cking anxious in my home
i take these hits straight to the dome
pack another f~cking bowl and take a hit to calm my soul
i can feel it in my body all these drugs have took their toll
but i just gotta keep on rapping know that i’m about to blow
always had that f~cking dream to headline my own show
and i know that it gone happen you can’t stop me no more
you ain’t ever gonna stop me i’m gone do it with my fam
with my friends, with my girl, and my motherf~cking fans
i done went from being sad to making music for the bands
i just went and f~cking ordered some new clothes straight from j~pan
you can’t tell me anymore i’m not a motherf~cking man
all the pain and sh~t i go through on the daily is no scam
and i’m writing all this music just to be a helping hand
for anyone who be hanging on as long as they can
swear to god i understand
living life’s a f~cking pain
it’s why i put it in my words and put that sh~t onto the page
i done k!lled the f~cking game don’t give a f~ck about my age
i done poured my f~cking heart out and i’m fried out of my brain
borderline f~cking insane
ain’t n0body keep me tame
i’m gonna keep on f~cking rapping til’ the day they know my name so
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