
lirik lagu emcee ju - middle child
[verse 1: emcee ju]
i dont exist im just so p~ssed
i ball my fist
can’t make that check on the list
patchwork ain’t workin out
im bout to go berzerk
i feel ignored and when im not its so forced
i contort tryna fit in
really though who am i kidding?
im not within this family
bitter as a man can be
voice is unheard i just wondered
why do i feel so sunburnt?
its not fair
its like i ain’t there
forgot and left to rot
placed in one spot, down in the dirt
permanently hurt
truth in every single word
i just wanne get accepted
but i just collected abandonment issues
misuse of authority
im not perfect
even worth it?
took my boots
left to rot but i grew roots
thought it would work, did ya?
truth is i was never part of the picture
[chorus: emcee ju]
so im walkin on the side
tryna hide
feet feelin light
yeah, im the middle child
so im walkin on the side
tryna hide
feet feelin light
yeah, im the middle child
[verse 2: emcee ju]
this song isnt meant to offend
but there is a message that i wanna send
cuz you kinda tend
to forget about me when the new familys around
or i just get frowned upon
so i choose to just not make a sound
when i was a kid you were a horrible parent
but apparently
you can be a great one
just not for me
i stare and cry
place for me? no there ain’t none
and i can’t run from all the pain that you caused
its like you dont love me
just go push and shove me away
(but hey, im glad youre happy)
you dont care that we
are driftin apart yeah its cuz had we been
honest to each other
we would have another shot
but i think its too late
too long to wait
so i closed the gate
i f~ckin hate to do this
but it hurts too much
all the words and such
i go to clutch this pen
and write again
and i get it
you won’t admit it
you did everythin right
while i was looking for a fight
and there might
just be a misunderstanding
wrong branding or false landing (wrrrmmm)
you dont have any ability
to have accountability
for your actions
even if you f~ck up
you still will be like
no, not my fault
[chorus: emcee ju]
so im walkin on the side
tryna hide
feet feelin light
yeah, im the middle child
so im walkin on the side
tryna hide
feet feelin light
yeah, im the middle child
[verse 3: emcee ju]
been through many tries
never apologized
all the lies
how often did i let it slide?
how often did i swallow all my pride?
you were never on my side
i fought and i cried
but tonight
its all gonna change
im running away
i was just a burden
a relict of the past
i run fast
legs hurtin, words heard em
no talkin know how this will go
treat me like im invisible
i run a lil slow but i will make it home
vather figure go figure it out on your own
feel like i never truly known you
who are you?
im the appendix
what my use is?
im useless, truth is
i was the first pancake
i can’t take it
i learned youll be hated
even if youre just a little burned
[interlude: emcee ju]
i dont even have any siblings, but still
i feel like the motherf~ckin middle child
completly ignored
im nonexistent
im just thinkin, did i~did i do somethin wrong?
or~ i dont know
why are you doin this? im your son
and when it comes to the topic
you just spin it around and then youre the victim
and this song
im not dissin you
im just sayin whats true
do you realize how much youre actually hurting me?
[chorus: emcee ju]
so im walkin on the side
tryna hide
feet feelin light
yeah, im the middle child
so im walkin on the side
tryna hide
feet feelin light
yeah, im the middle child
[outro: emcee ju]
so yeah
this is it
guess youll never change
to be honest
you lost me
i dont think you can gain back my trust again
i really think that its over now
im really sorry but i can’t keep doin this
im out
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