lirik lagu emcee ju - if i died
[intro: emcee ju]
can’t do it anymore
lets do it
[verse 1: emcee ju]
6 o clock
mommas gonna wake me up
but im stuck
hanging on the ceiling lifeless
feeling nothing at all
crying, kneeling below my corpse
dealing with emotions of all sorts
goes to call the cops then stops and drops
back onto the carpet
oh how hard it is to let go
dial they arrive
suicide you decide
what the f~ck my reason was
these were just
the first few minutes
lets go on, weathers cool
normally i´d be at school
my two friends step out the bus
woah there must be something different today
you may not notice it at first
you dont assume the worst
“wheres julian at?
maybe hes just sick, lets stick
to goin to the shop like usual”
you should all be fine without me yea
like an hour later news arrive
you can’t choose your life
but i chose to end mine
was there any sign?
any way to stop the inevitable
everything reflectin now, like “how
could i have prevented this?”
you can’t end it just like that
notifications going off
so many messages
“you are jokin right? julian really died?”
yes, he did
a messy kid
not physically but mentally
he went to the afterlife
everyone is guilt tripping ripping themselves apart
thinking it was their fault
some are in delusion
that is mixed with the confusion
it just happened without any warning
family´s mourning
unusual morning
classroom seat empty
cuz i chose to end me
suicide was too tempting
so again think
why the f~ck did i do this?
was it really so unbearable or terrible?
and now that im lookin at my consequences i come to my senses
what the f~ck did i do?
im seeing all my loved ones suffer, i was selfish
well wish i could go back
but i can’t
here i stand in the afterlife
im wakin, wow
theyre breakin down yea
they really did care
but where
where am i now?
gone forever
stare at the scene unfolding, holding the regrets in my palm
opposite of calm
ive made a mistake
and i can’t rewind
i was blind
now im standing here confined
no i can’t geo back its over
i feel light
and everythin turns white
this it
what would happen
if i died
[outro: emcee ju]
im so f~cking sorry
i wish i could go back
but i can’t
im so sorry
mom
dad
im so sorry
im so sorry
im so sorry
im so sorry
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