lirik lagu emanuel - gygas
[verse 1]
i’m looking at the mirror
the only thing i see is a face full of terror
i wonder what is going to happen in the future
i’m scared of the future
there are wounds i need to suture
i’m scared of myself and life
i’m a young kid but my life is full of lies
my own lies, that made my eyes close to reality
my sanity is going down, i feel like my body is falling to the ground
i’m scared that the next day my eyes won’t open, and my heart won’t beat
some people’s soul broken, but i think “it would really be a tragеdy?”
if my parents divorced, for me it would bе a catastrophe
i’ll probably k!ll myself or i don’t know what i would do
my lyrics can sound obscure but i’m stopping what i could do
good to lie, but bad to tell the truth
i don’t like expressing myself, but i need to
[refrain]
and i’m alone now
i’m alone now
i’m alone
[verse 2]
i’m pro’lly suicidal, but i think of myself as my own idol
my emotions are vital, and writing these feelings in my song that is self~titled
please, don’t call a therapist, i hate therapy, my own therapy is writing these lyrics
it makes my emotions flow and clears my spirit
it makes me feel free, can i ask if someone agrees?
now can we talk about s~xuality?
sometimes i think i’m bi, but it’s really a thought cause i’ve never been attracted to men
so, i’m going straight to the point, if i am, how my family react? how would they act around me?
they say that if i came out, they would be supportive, but i never trusted even my own mother
i was cursed with being paranoid, every time someone is mad at me, i have scissors in hand
if they try to k!ll me, i’m protected
i’m scared about me, about the others, about every second
if i’m going late at night someone would break my neck and
living in a city that is not secure at all is feeding my fear
but, well, i’m still here, what you’re hearing right now it’s my thoughts and dreams
my dream of being a musician, i’m working my ass off and no one gives a f~ck
it makes me think that i’m never enough
if you’re reading or listening to these lyrics, can you do me a favor?
just tell me what you like or not, give me feedback, if you like my stuff, would you recommend it?
i want to make a music collective, it would low death, but i got no one
i’m introvert and shy, i’m a sh~thead and i try to do my things
i want to try weed, i want to try alcohol, i know it’s self~destructive
i know it’s wrong but it’s why i’m interested in trying them
i have never been in a relationship, never interested in someone
and i’m ugly, for me i’m ugly but when i’m bringing me up, i put my ego higher
are you ignoring me, f~cker?
[bridge]
i don’t know where i need to go
i don’t know where i need to go
i can’t sing, and i know that
i can’t rap, and i know that
i have no wings, and i know that
i know i’m cr~p, and i blow that
if someone cares about me, clap your hands…
…i knew it was going to be silent
my heart is like a dryland
[verse 3]
my dad is getting more explosive
and i think anger is just corrosive
feel like god abandoned me, my friend’s music
i’m waiting for life to give me real bruises
[refrain]
and i’m alone now
i’m alone now
i’m alone
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