lirik lagu ely waves & seon - it's hard to be me
[chorus:]
i carry myself
through all of these memories, but
it’s getting harder just to be me
somebody save me
[verse 1: ely waves]
it’s like everyday is a different struggle
young man, but i found a hustle
e~l~y, that’s a piece of the puzzle
i’m really blessed, but i’m still stressed
how i lost my muscle at a young age
changed me, i had blind rage
saw the world as a still beige
seemed to lose it’s color
self esteem, in an empty gutter
was praying for flooding that never would cover the losses i took
rather just die than admit to my family cause they would discover
the path that i took
used drugs as a cover, to cover the fact
that i f~cked up myself to a point where i’d never recover
got lost in the l~st and i fell for a lover, that never would love me
the way that i needed
broken and pleading for someone to save me but no one would save me
i thought that she would
but i ended up hurting somebody that can’t be replaced
now when i look at life, i’m thinking like what a disgrace i made
just dig me a grave and bury me deep, at least six feet
cause i don’t wanna breathe, and i don’t wanna be
the person i turned out to be in end
now i’m focused on turning the page and becoming a person that i could be proud of
got tired of telling myself that i’m not it
so i gotta be it, before i would peace this
yeah, making my peace
i’m making my peace
before i would peace this
yeah, making my peace
before it all tears me to pieces
[chorus:]
i carry myself
through all of these memories, but
it’s getting harder just to be me
somebody save me
[verse 2: seon]
man i been lost for a while
struggling finding my way in this life
i just forget how to smile
wonder what happened wish that i wasn’t alive
lately i been in denial
saying i’m fine, running away from my mind
sh~t ain’t been right since the trail
it ain’t been right since the trial
they locked me for up like a year
i ain’t have n0body there
couldn’t run like i did in the past, and i was facing all my fears
coming to terms with all that i’ve done
all the feelings starting to flood
i’m drowning alone i ran out luck
i was so close to just giving it up
now i’m out but i don’t feel like i’m free
on a mission tryna find all my dreams
to steady losing never getting no sleep
i’m feeling empty getting closer to e
so what do i do, and who do i be
life it been weighing me down
i don’t what i should think
cause i get caught in my addiction
tryna not to make a difference
wishing i could stop the sinning
knowing i can’t be forgiving
my whole life i’m never winning
my whole i’m never winning, for real
i pray this a dream and that none of this real
i’m waking up where i don’t have to feel
don’t have to stress and i don’t have to heal
i don’t have to stress and i don’t have to heal
[chorus:]
i carry myself
through all of these memories, but
it’s getting harder just to be me
somebody save me
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