lirik lagu elxi - i hate that
[verse 1]
i hate what we are, strangers too soon
growing apart in a shared, silent room
i hate that no matter what reason i find
my heart still breaks in the shape of your mind
i hate that your arms rewrote what home meant
that your kiss is something i can’t reinvent
i hate how i gave more than i meant to
and how you dropped my love like a broken tone
[pre~chorus]
i close my eyes, you’re always there
in the softest touch, in the coldest air
[chorus]
i hate that i miss you in moments i shouldn’t
in songs, in silence, in places you wouldn’t
i hate that i ache while you seem okay
that i lie next to someone, and still drift your way
i cry in the shower, alone in the steam
and still taste your lips like a lucid dream
[verse 2]
i hate that i’d forgive the hurt with one look
that you wrote in me what no one else took
i hate that i feel you on skin i’ve outgrown
that your thought makes a temple where it doesn’t belong
i hate that you left as fast as you came
that i’m still haunted when someone speaks your name
and the worst part, the blade that slips through
is you’re still my choice… though i’m not yours too
[pre~chorus]
i replay the nights, the breathless grace
when you studied my soul like a sacred place
[chorus]
i hate that i want what i cannot own
that someone else sleeps where i made a home
i hate that my tears mean less than your smile
that missing you feels like a self~inflicted trial
i reach for your touch when the lights go dim
still tracing the place where you branded my skin
[bridge]
i hate that you knew—what your eyes could undo
that i fell so hard… and you barely moved
[final chorus]
i hate that i love you—it burns, it blooms
that you planted yourself in my quietest rooms
i hate that i ache, that i still believe
in a version of us you had no intent to grieve
but most of all—i hate the truth i conceal
i want to hate you…
but love is all i feel
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