lirik lagu eli the guy - the love lost in river city
[intro]
the child is still in pain
do~do~do~dah~dah, ba~do~do, bah~ah, do~do, ba~da~ba~da~da (mmm, eli, look)
[verse]
lately can’t shake it, undermedicated, hate because it’s easiest (do~do~do)
speaking out of anger, all my lane, i’m in the median (dah~dah, ba~do~do)
defensive when i’m speaking, since a child, been disobedient (bah~ah)
always had spite, but had trouble when receiving it (do~do, ba~da~ba~da~da)
always had strife, pops told me not to bleed in it and keep it pushing (do~do~do~dah~dah)
watch closely while i bleed, come and peep the footage (ba~do~do)
watch closely while i bleed, it’s deeper than the recent pеace (bah~ah, do~do, ba~da~ba~da~da)
this is relief, thе years are holding on
pr~ne to loath and loss, closing off, couldn’t tell a soul (do~do~do~dah~dah)
i was only eight when trauma called, sharks was all inside the water, blame myself, it’s all on me (oh, do~o~o~o)
i was only a child, felt something was wrong with me (do~gon~do, went to~)
felt i had to be the toughest, overcompensating (do~do~do~dah~dah)
had to keep running, i could never have that conversation (ba~do~do)
lashing out at dumb sh~t, filled with anger, no justification (bah~ah)
had to be the toughest, all the product of that situation (ba~da~ba~da~da)
can’t break the walls, feel like they’re breaking me (do~do~do~dah~dah)
i was only eight, i can’t keep blaming me (ba~do~do)
never that easy though, these walls, years in the making, breaking free (bah~ah)
it feel impossible, these walls are part of me (ba~da~ba~da~da)
defense mechanisms is volatile, trauma crawling on me (do~do~do~dah~dah)
wasn’t strong enough to stop it though, trauma crawling on me (ba~do~do)
left me unrecognizable, left me inside the matrix with tribulations and trials (bah~ah)
distorted self~image, the blurry picture to file (ba~da~ba~da~da)
the smile is always a frown when your world upside down (do~do~do)
cause a ruckus, hiding behind the tears of a clown (dah~dah)
when i drown, i was only a child (oh, do~o~o~o)
inside these shark~infested waters, i got lost in the wild (do~gon~do, went to~)
mmm, river city
tell me what you’re looking for, what do you desire (oh~do~do~dah~dah)
rock designer just to look important, what you tryna hide (ba~do~do)
on my own i keep it pushing, tryna heal my inner child (bah~ah)
false grin crooked, try our best to wear its smile (ba~da~ba~da~da)
everybody been hurting, seen some sh~t they never talk about (do~do~do~dah~dah)
a cold as closed curtains, in these jordans, gonna walk them out (ba~do~do)
struggle being open, felt some sh~t i never talk about (bah~ah)
i was just a child, with innocence and a lost and found (ba~da~ba~da~da)
i was just a child when neighborhood tried to hawk him down (do~do~do~dah~dah)
ain’t n0body found him, unresolved, wish i could find him now (ba~do~do)
now a n~gga grown, try that sh~t again, i’m stronger now (bah~ah)
now that n~gga grown, try that sh~t again, i’m~ uh (ba~da~ba~da~da)
now i’m twenty~two, through the years, the tears fall (do~do~do~dah~dah)
so many knuckles bruised from wishing you was the wall (ba~do~do)
so many petty scuffles at school, fights in the halls (bah~ah)
lashing out for all the times that i felt too small (ba~da~ba~da~da)
even still i’m insecure (do~do~do~dah~dah)
lashing out at homies, n~gga save your reassurance (ba~do~do)
i’m destined to be lonely, n~gga i was just a kid, and still a child because of it (bah~ah)
finally it’s time to stop running unconfident (ba~da~ba~da~da)
cause we all was only children with innocence in the lost and found (do~do~do~dah~dah)
we was only children when neighborhood tried to hawk him down (ba~do~do)
ain’t n0body found him, unresolved, wish we could find him now (bah~ah)
now we all grown, try that sh~t again, we stronger now (ba~da~ba~da~da)
mmm, mmm (do~do~do~dah~dah, ba~do~do)
i was just a child, with innocence and a lost and found (bah~ah)
i was just a child when neighborhood tried to hawk him down (ba~da~ba~da~da)
ain’t n0body found him, unresolved, wish i could find him now (oh~do~do~dah~dah)
now a n~gga grown, try that sh~t again, i’m stronger now (oh, do~o~o~o)
mmm, now a n~gga grown, try that sh~t again, i’m stronger now (do~gon~do, went to~)
[outro]
cause when you hit a certain age you start to reflect (do~do~do~dah~dah, ba~do~do)
you hit a certain age in life, man, you start to reflect (bah~ah)
and then you start looking back on all them things you thought mattered (ba~da~ba~da~da)
and you start yo realize none of it did (oh~do~do~dah~dah)
because the only thing that mattered was your personal happiness (oh, do~o~o~o, do~gon~do, went to~)
your sanity, your ability to deal
and the rest of this sh~t is just sh~t
it comes and goes
all of that f~cking sh~t comes and goes
the only things that mattered was your personal happiness
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