lirik lagu el escobario - recovery. (the.truth, pt. 2)
i told you how it feels to be fighting for your life
in front of a judge but she didn’t do me right
i didn’t go to prison but i didn’t win the fight
but i think i did this day then i’m in my bed tonight
probation ain’t that bad but it really f-cked my life
and to make it even worse ya my girl she turned out trife
been through a lot of sh-t in the years i’ve been alive
i got sent away to rehab ya it really shined a light
i used to pop pills just to make me feel alright
ya the xanax made my family straight forget what i was like
i didn’t give a f-ck i almost saw the other side
ya addiction and depression really took me for a ride
i was breathing i was beating but i still wasn’t alive
my brain was a zombie cuz the drugs i had inside
had to drop out of college still pretending sh-t was fine
ya 18 years old but i’m missing out on life
house arrest was normal but i worked a 9 to 5
but i couldn’t tell n0body so i put it in a mic
they knew me a lil pablo always toting on the pipe
ya my name was all i had i couldn’t let them see inside
i’m still little pablo and i still got my pipe
but i’m back and i’m better now i’m doing things right
the image in my head how i almost took my life
i wasn’t even trying but the xannies f-cked my mind
i need another one and another and another
i remember breaking down and just crying to my mother
my family became distant ya we barely saw each other
and when i was away ya i really missed my brother
with everybody else i put on a f-cking cover
this one girl got me deep but she didn’t want a lover
she cut me open wide but my heart’s not made of rubber
she smashed it on the ground ya she made it f-cking rupture
my past is my past that sh-t can’t be restructured
the only thing now is to focus and recover
but how can i recover when i can’t forget my past
no matter what i do it still bites me in the -ss
no matter how i try, to cover up my tracks
keep my name up out your mouth before i get up on your -ss
ya 13 years old when i started selling pack
so close to being free little pablos almost back yeah, aye
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