lirik lagu earth to eve - beautiful disaster
different city, new playground
running round, sniffing out
drugs like a greyhound
take the 101 south
head downtown
to yet another warehouse
i know i need to find a way out
but the way i came in is blocked off
house lights on
crowd goes home
and i still can′t stop
pre~chorus
and i won’t take my bow just yet
got a couple stories left
need to get this sh~t off my chest
and i′m done
gotta make my parents proud
when they look at me now
all they see is the damage i’ve done
they don’t like who i′ve become
thеy miss the girl that i was
now i′m too sensitive
sad and dirеctionless
wasted potential
and more broken promises
i’m the problem kid
an embarrassment
might not say it out loud but they′re thinking it
opportunities come in like battleship
every time i get one i start sinking it
overthinking sh~t
here comes the spiral again
pick up the bottle
and oh here we go
chorus
got too drunk last night
i threw up in the taxi
line after line
passing out in the backseat
yet another morning after
she’s so pretty when she′s plastered
when the night is long
and her mind is gone
what a beautiful disaster
i get too high i won’t come back down
i′m scared of heights
but i’m more scared of the ground
head in the clouds
i’m not coming down
you can′t catch me now
i′m gone
what a beautiful disaster
“eve–hi it’s mom
i haven′t heard from you in a long time
i texted you”
what a beautiful disaster
“i don’t know if you′re alright. no one’s heard from you”
what a beautiful disaster
verse
drug cravings
long before i took my first sniff
had my first hit
of validation
innocent enough
just a little buzz
til i started searching in the wrong places
found friends who couldn′t tell you what my name is
half a life
spent with strangers
now it’s all blank pages
pre~chorus
and i won’t put my pen down yet
still gotta make my amends
needa get this guilt off my chest
and i′m done
i just want to make ′em proud
its a real tough crowd
and shame is a loaded gun
now i’m too quiet
cold and defiant
play it like i′m fine
when i’m not
i′m not the daughter they want
i’m just the daughter they got
i′m a letdown
disappointment
though they try hard to avoid it
i see in their eyes
their annoyance
i make peace with the pain
so they think i enjoy it
like i self appoint it
like i wrote the script
predestined to ruin my future before it begins
here we go again
chorus
got too drunk last night
i threw up in the taxi
line after line
passing out in the backseat
yet another morning after
she’s so pretty when she’s plastered
when the night is long
and her mind is gone
what a beautiful disaster
i get too high i won′t come back down
i′m scared of heights
but i’m more scared of the ground
head in the clouds
i′m not coming down
you can’t catch me now
i′m gone
what a beautiful disaster
what a beautiful disaster
what a beautiful disaster
outro
if i can be frank for a moment
while i still have your focus
i want to tell you about a little girl
who always felt broken
lost and hopeless
looking to others for reasons to keep on going
as i sit here now
it’s still raining, and storming
and i can′t control it
but
there’s beauty inside of the clouds
they cry and reset with a smile in the morning
and maybe that’s all that is
let go and move on
find new reasons to live
never thought i′d make it past 16
this year i′ll turn 26
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