lirik lagu dyron - tears (feat. emily & emusée)
i hate questioning myself
but i cant help it
cuz every~time i begin to write
i’m wondering if its worth it
like will they even listen
will they even get it
see the tears im crying
but do they even feel it
put my heart and soul into these words
i want you to know
gave you place to feel understood
i gave you a home
i still love you after grayson died
my heart was torn
at times i find myself breaking down
still trying to mourn
thats just one of the things
in life that brings me pain
what about my mom hating my dad
so much she couldn’t call me his name
or the fact that i was raped by my sister
at such a young age
why?
because my dad raped her first
revenge she just wanted a taste
i expected more from you
all i wanted was love from you
they said you were off and its prolly true
theres just somethings you did that id never do
where i go from here
when the lights not bright
everything’s unclear
i thought you would be
everything i ever need
and maybe its okay
to go a little bit deeper
with why i can’t trust god
i hide scars he sees them
pulse racing, heart’s beatin
sometimes its hard to do
the simple things like breathin
seems crazy to think
the past controls your future
but when i fall apart
i look to god for a suture
something to put me back together
a little hope
cuz these temporary pleasures
all a joke
ain’tno sustainable joy found
in any of those
blind to the potential i have
just stuntin’ my growth all i wanted was you
instead you shoved pills down my throat
those where just the true colors
that you were bound to show
i expected more from you
all i wanted was love
they all said you were off and its prolly true
theres somethings you did that id never do
where i go from here
when the lights not bright
everything’s unclear
i thought you would be
everything i ever need
what would my generation look like if our parents faced the truth of who they really are instead of running from reality by pretending it’s not them in return forcing us to feel like we are the problem
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