lirik lagu dxtn - fears
why do my fears haunt me
why am i so confused
why am i so fickle
why do i withhold the truth
now as i’ve gotten older
i started to ask these questions
in search for all these answers
searching for simply the truth
searching for what had me feeling
so troubled as a youth
feels like somethings been controlling me
ive been dazed & confused
ive been washed up & used
ive been heartless
been filled with remorse & hopelessness too
this sh~ts been way over due
and from my point of view
honеstly i don’t know what to do
for me to start seeing the beauty in this lifе
when im constantly haunted by fears
they’ve been steering my choices for years lol
always ended in a dark room with tears smeared
blunt smoke an alcohol
i may have found a way around it all
putting my faith up in god
i can’t control it all
i need to know you got it
they say your peace will guard our heart and mind
and like exodus 3:11
i question myself
obsessions over my art
agression built from the start
expressing pain through the bars
imperfection rains on us all
so i gotta live on
what do i got to do to see farther and not just through
i feel people withholding the truths
i see people controlled by views
getting lost inside the news & numbers
lean to drugs just to numb em
scared i might just become one
cause in times when im struggling
my escape might just be running from reality
neglecting what god has handed me
how can i plan to be the man
when i can’t stand to
look at myself in the mirror
and recognize that maybe im the problem
maybe ive been holding myself back because of ignorance
or maybe i am cause im vindictive
or maybe cause my addictions
whatever it is im finished
i have finally risen
new beginnings a start to finish until i fall asleep
lately i don’t even dream from the weed and sh~t ive witnessed
im in need of forgiveness
and i got unfinished business
im fixing impulsve decisions
having million dollar visions
trusting in my intuition
ambition
i cannot focus
suspicion has got me itching
i twitch and then switch positions
paranoid and whipping
quick demonstrations of how im living
as i seek for my purpose
and learn to control all my urges
i need to know that its worth it
need to know that i deserve it
need to know that you’re with me
i need to know that you’ll forgive me
cause my mind has been empty
a lot of things have been tempting
im still a student to life
whos to tell what is right
situations ain’t all black and white
so father i need advices
Lirik lagu lainnya:
- lirik lagu mili ludzie - north side
- lirik lagu enotti - edot boppin
- lirik lagu young thug - let's go (fat racks)
- lirik lagu math the band - squares and lines
- lirik lagu baske - hjørnet
- lirik lagu kel1annnn - anteater
- lirik lagu pullup (rus) - боль (pain)
- lirik lagu enjac - i wish that we could go back
- lirik lagu xandria - illusion is their name
- lirik lagu bri tolani - so fast