lirik lagu dtoxify - paranoia. (a quick vent)
[verse 1]
every time i go outside i just be second guessing
gut feelings got me thinking, got me feeling threatened
i hugged my family extra hard today because i felt like i just might get caught in in a crossfire with a deadly weapon
but who knows? that’s the power that it has on me
cause anything could happen, if you think not then it’s blasphemy
and everything has a reason, well why is my town in agony
i’m surrounded by many grief and feel like this could be the last of me
don’t take that wrong though, i’m staying while i can
progressing through evеryday trying to be a better man
just need somеwhere to vent, and let out all my emotions
this paranoia is stressful, controlling me like a potion
this isn’t exactly a cry out for help
but if i didn’t let this out, then i’d be lying to myself
and if i get big, then i’ll be scared of dying for wealth
so sometimes i gotta hide and stay inside for my health
[verse 2]
i need a break
i hate that i’m so scared of my demise
one minute taking a walk, next thinking i’m gonna die
i’m messed up in the head, could see the fear in my eyes
it’s like i’m already dead, remember me and my life
remember me and don’t let me wither into oblivion
i’m held back cause of me, could care less about your opinion
i made this track myself, i’m the furthest thing from you middle men
but when a minor’s breaking the scale, they just diminish it
step into a car and it feels like signing a death warrant
let me stay until my death is the end of the best story
i plan to make a few changes and then make many more
self~made and self titled, like i was paramore
i’m writing my wrongs, but i can’t be selling my soul on retail
in spite of my losses, i must adapt to them as i prevail
all i need is to know that my family will be well
but everything’s different when you look into it with detail, it’s tox
[interlude]
it’s really just to me being able to vent or showcase yourself and release it to the public
venting is like the main thing for me
being able to vent while also making something so beautiful out of all of, like, your mental problems and stuff like that, and like life experiences
it’s just something i really enjoy doing and i’m glad that i found that enjoyment out of something because there have been a lot of of things that i’ve started to enjoy, but i like, grew out of
but this doesn’t feel like something i’ll ever, like, look away from
[verse 3]
life gets rough when i close the curtains
i get low, my mind is dispersed
when i’m alone, i’m a whole different person
i go numb so i don’t get hurt
i lay dreaming about life or death
think about the people who lost my respect
don’t like to relive it, it’s hard to forget
the world’s a loose cord, it’s hard to connect
i been going through trials and tribulations
i’m just tryna keep my mind in check
contemplating harm in all situations
but i just move, i’m onto the next
i’m on a straight path, the 195
cruising down passenger, too young to drive
then i realize their hands on my life
my mind just keeps telling me i won’t survive
but i’m still alive
[outro]
paranoia (i been paranoid, i been paranoid)
oh paranoia, paranoia, oh (i been paranoid, i been paranoid)
paranoia (i been paranoid, i been paranoid)
oh paranoia, paranoia, oh (i been paranoid, i been paranoid)
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