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lirik lagu dtg (can) - alexa

yo meet alexa
she’s 17 and hates the motherf~ckin world and she’s depressed because she thinks it hates her too
yea it’s kinda messed up
she’s tryna break it loose so she hit up her up friend rebecca and rebecca said
“i got these pills to take the pain away,” she gave her 8
told her “take one on a rainy day, it’ll make it great. you can trust me. but if anybody asks just say you never got them from me, say you got them off a buddy”
she said “cool.”
put em inside of her jacket pocket said bye and went back to walkin a mile to her dad’s apartment
and when she got home her dad was sitting on the couch he said
“come here stupid b~tch you never listen very well do you? i told you clean the f~ckin dishes and the house”
but she could tell that he was drunk she smelled the liquor when he yelled
but she was scared to say something
cause whenever she’d talk back he would flare up and he’d break stuff or he’d hit her and the pain wasn’t what she
wanna deal with at the moment
well i guess it was but it was her own and it was the feeling of being broken inside
yea that feeling of f~ckin hoping you die cause you’re all alone as you lie there with tears in both of your eyes
she did what he asked and went straight to her room and said to herself “don’t worry. you’ll be escaping it soon”
she took the pills out her pocket and she popped 2 on her tongue but before she swallowed them she thought “how could i do this to mom?
this is the reason she died, she thought the drugs helped too. come on alexa this is selfish of you, but what the h~ll do i do?”
and now she’s thinking of her mom and so the pain is getting stronger she’s just wishing she was numb
like “i can’t take this any longer”
she swallows the pills and lays back on her bed until all of it feels like it ain’t trapped in her head
yea
an hour passed and she’s now relaxed, she starts thinking
“how was that?” and “wow that was fast”
like “did i just find a solution?”
“will these really solve my problems every time that i use them?”
for the rest of the night she laid there and stared at the ceiling
and let the drugs take her away, without a care or a feeling (good night)
the next morning she woke up and she was feeling like sh~t
another day of wishing that she didn’t even exist
and not to mention it’s a monday, so she’s got school
which she hates f~cking going to cause she’s not cool
and all she could think about was how she felt the night before
that little time there was no problems in her life no more
she got to class and went and sat beside her friend
the only real one she had that had her back until the end, yea
they started talking and she told her bout her weekend
cause she trusts her with the secrets and she knows of all the demons
she told her about the pills and how they had made her happy
she said “don’t be mad at me”
“i’ll just take some if i need them badly”
her friend looked at her and said “just be careful, don’t you remember what had happened to daryl?” (rest in peace)
“he got some drugs off a friend but it happened to be a bad batch, you have a life alexa. daryl doesn’t have that.”
when school was finished she had hopped on the bus
she sat alone because n0body really talked to her
and for the whole ride home, well she just looked out the window
thought about life and the times that it was good and was simple
30 minutes later and she’s back on the steps
of the same spot that she’s been trying all she can to forget, yea
she goes to walk inside the door and as she’s coming in
her dad is standing there he’s f~ckin drunk again he’s stumblin
“i told you take the trash out this morning, like where the f~ck you been?”
“no wonder no one loves you, you remind of your mother”
then, she remembers if she goes and takes the pills
she can ignore this all right now and all the pain it won’t be real
it will be gone, it won’t be there, it won’t feel like no one cares
so that’s exactly what she does she turns and goes right up the stairs
into her room and lifts the mattress she grabs the drugs
“f~ck it i have had enough”
she takes them all
“now let me think of happy stuff”
but as she’s waiting for the hurt to go away, she cannot help but think of what her friend said earlier today
like, “what if i got a bad one? i wonder the chances are”
“whatever, they make me feel the best i ever have so far”
she shut her eyes and started praying to her mom
like “dear mom”
“if you can hear me please will you save me from everything because i’m lost without you close by my side”
and i guess her mom must’ve heard her, cause when the morning arrived
she never opened her eyes
rip

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