lirik lagu douglas c begay - targeted
i swear this girl was targeted (targeted)
was far from putting heart inside a partnership
daydreaming ’bout a blade imma run it through my arteries
release me from my body i been trying to go to outtersp-ce
why should i continue, feel like noone can relate
re-reading conversations just so i can feel the pain
no it’s not my preference but i rather feel it babe
actually in fact, im feeling nothing as of late
ego and some alcohol, a few that i could blame
for all the disconnection and manipulative ways
this is not apology don’t look at it that way
and i don’t want forgiveness ’cause i know that i won’t change
whats the issue at hand? i don’t feel like a man
its been a f-cking minute i ain’t proud of myself
i be sick of playing victim i neglected all the help
i been petty with my music and i know that you could tell
i hope you never take offense, it’s critical ma’ (its critical)
that you give me some time
and you ain’t gotta worry i’ll explain the intent
i been trying to stop the drinking and i’ll work on myself
i had a couple dreams and there was fortune involved
unfortunately efforts they would never evolve
kind of like how you would never never give me resolve
and i’ll admit that i was stubborn i don’t pick up my phone
i been sitting on this dirt now tell me do i disclose?
i don’t make a threat unless beheading’s the goal
so you can stop with all the lurking and just slow down with your role
i been trash in my behavior, karma’s taking toll
excuse me for those reach outs i was caught up in my own
delusion and my state of mind was drunk and in control
but i knew that you was knowing ’cause you guilty of it too
’cause i know that u hate me, and that’s okay ’cause i hate myself
look at us on the same page, it’s been so long haven’t seen or felt
the second month of every year is special to me
and now because your b-day i be drinking the least
was caught up in emotions i could never correct
truly too dismissive i would break and eject
i would send you straight to voicemail without breaking a sweat
i was known to not respond and maybe catered to pain
swear the p-ssy better when she known to make mistakes
known to misbehave and taking secrets to the grave
i swear it’s not ya fault, should never got involved
my homies hit my phone but i don’t tell them what is wrong
now i think about my death because i got between them dawg
physically depleted, mentally im at a loss
but that don’t mean you won
but that don’t mean you won (no)
but that don’t mean you won
stop pretending that you happy ’cause you know that sh-t is off
y’all don’t want to go there imma haunt you in dreams
couldn’t even taunt me, you a fraud in the street
i’ll do this on my lonesome i don’t got me a team
partly due to me just being me, flawed and extreme
being faulty at communicating thoughts and critique
i quickly need some help there’s been decrease in esteem
i feel like you be talking but you stayin discreet
why you hiding from me? y’all is p-ssy to me
i been the type to rub the lamp and wish myself to be free
wishing they would pay attention while they playing this heat
i don’t do this for the short-term i be stressing for keeps
trying to stack residuals so i get paid in my sleep
keep your clout and keep your fame, that sh-t bananas to me
i’d rather go down in the books a legend to be, as a legend to be
i’d rather go down in the books a legend to be
’cause i know that u hate me, and that’s okay ’cause i hate myself
look at us on the same page, it’s been so long haven’t seen or felt
roy batty: all those moments will be lost in time, like tears in rain
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