lirik lagu *distraught.wav* - way b4 tin
now i was taught that if i’d
be myself my dreams will come true
but i’m
depressed alone and singing the blues
distraught & gridlock’d
covered in sh~tty tattoos
my life has been a marathon now walk a mile in my shoes
in highschool
they said music would be my saving grace
like i would turn homeless if i wasn’t gon’ turn the page
and now those same people say that i’m an inspiration
i came so far from being a mental patient well…
you don’t wanna be like me
i coulda been a doctor with a college degree
instead i skipped class, popped pills, and smokеd mad weed
i threw my life away and i was barely a teen
now that’s mе
and this is how it all started
and now i’m gridlock’d the tin man is heartless
but my head is held high
you ain’t seen what i saw
i was 12 with a tube in my nose
i couldn’t walk homie
i was only like 4’5 and like 56 lbs when i was really sick
i couldn’t even walk up a whole flight of stairs by myself
i was off the chemo therapy throwing up in the bathroom sink at my school
i missed over 100 days in my 7th grade year
all i had was my music
all i had was my headphones
it was the only thing that ever made sense to me
way back in the days
before i turned 20
before tempboy$
when my nose was still runny
back when i still had a lot to f~~~ing learn
and all my homies dying and its nearing my turn
i had to switch it up
i did it on my own
i started strategizing writing lyrics on my phone
thinking if this doesn’t work
then i’ve failed in my life
and i’ve already failed if your boy doesn’t try
so i tried to make connections
but n0body f~cked with bro
i remember when y’all ain’t let me play a house show
blackballed out my home
but i knew i would be dope
i put in 10,000 hours and i knew that i was on
but y’all kept talking sh~t
y’all never gave me shots
then someone said some sh~t
and that was the last straw
i took all that sh~t personal
i took that sh~t to heart
i was only like a teen and i ain’t even drop a song
then selektis dropped tempboy$ and everybody changed
like tin why’d you diss me?
ain’t you know i was just playing?
i was booming
i was buzzing
off of one f~~~ing song
i knew that i could prove every motherf~~~er wrong
i met mark battles
i met lil b
keep doing you
that was what they told me
i got an interview that linked me up with a&r’s
empire records said
“aye we like your song”
but i was still like arrogant
only 18
hanging out with all these fake thugs
but i didn’t give a f~~~
until
i met some real, real people
who took me under their wing and showed me the ropes and showed me what
what i could really do
but that was all way b4 tin
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