lirik lagu details – thing 1
hey mom
this is me again speaking
to something fragile
something delicate
something really worth keeping
how are you?
are you sleeping?
will you pick up for me right now?
is the dog keeping you happy?
is your boyfriend still around?
i know we don’t talk much
not as much as as we actually should
but i want you to know i think of you
as much as any son could
but i’m hearing things that are scary
some things that shouldn’t be said from anyone but you
so will you answer me instead?
like are you actually sick
do you need some tests but are worried
mom, mother
i mean lori
be honest, give me the facts
give me the truth
whole d-mn story
i just want to listen
help
whatever it is
i’ll afford it
somehow but…
is that the real problem here
because when i look at you
all i see fear
i see something damaged because she
doesn’t see her self for what she’s worth
you’re so d-mn priceless
the richest could never even afford
this diamond in the rough
i call my mother
she’s mine i’m keeping her
i may not be at her side
but i swear i’m never leaving her
i believe in her
was conceived in her
i been through h-ll and back
i’d go again
just so you and i could sit down and laugh
but it’s k!lling me
hearing you talk like this
you don’t talk like this
i can’t even walk like this
knowing you’d want white chalk
like this
it’s making me p-ssed
and i miss you more than ever
being your child
no;
there’s nothing better
mom
for real you gotta just listen to me
you were meant to make history
because of making my sis and me
i don’t think you’re seeing what i see
we’re family
you don’t call saying goodbye
like it’s okay to be dismissing me
i know life is hard
and look
we’ve got nothing to even show
but no matter what in the long run we have each other
that’s all i know
so
death can be forgotten
like our demons
you’re still an angel to me
even when you’re screaming
but that phone call was just mean
to yourself
i’d hold you
your face in my hand
and give you my life
if you find it hard to ever stand
but your voice, and those cries
i know the pain you’re keeping down
you’ve lost a lot
gained a little
you feel like you’re being drowned
and every morning you wake
you feel pointless, even stupid
but look at me, mom
look at what you did
i’m f-cking standing here before you
because of the love in you
but the weak person i see right now…
i didn’t grow up with you…
get tucked into bed or do stuff with you
how could i know what’s bugging you?
if i thought you were such a piece of sh-t
i’d put the slug in you
i know you’re in there
you hear me
you need to feel my voice
we were meant to feel and endure, mom
you don’t have a choice
so
here’s my heart in form of letter
read it, you can have it
if there’s one thing i don’t understand
it’s the mind of an addict
i know it’s not magic
it’s tragic
this havoc
so i speak to you like this
because now i have had it
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