lirik lagu dempseyrollboy - only me
back with the feelings, i pour out my heart
the hiatus is over, i’m better than ever
decided to take a long break from my mind ‘cause i died inside trying to keep my life together
it’s dempsey forever, i know y’all remember
i never surrendered
i’m level and centred
a lot of my people was really pretenders
i’m done giving chances to second offenders
doin’ it my way, i ain’t goin’ hollywood
save all that bullsh~t for everyone else
when i started the sh~t, i was only a kid
with a dream
i was lonely and all by myself
ion care about money
don’t care about fame
at the end of the day, it’s gon’ speak for itself
all of my spiritual healing, i’m stopping the bleeding
i’ve spent enough time at the bottom of h~ll
i’m a saint and a sinner
i’m both but i’m neither
i’m made up of stardust and pain of the past
every mistake that i made was apart of a process
i call it becoming a man
over the years, i done hated myself
but i think i’m beginning to love who i am
even when i’m all alone in my head, i don’t cry anymore
but i’ll always be sad
i make art, i don’t make sense, yeah
i break hearts, i don’t make friends
in the middle of a little bit of change again
it’ll be that way ‘til the game ends
i’m adapting and working, without losing focus
not stuck in old ways, not remotely the same
they greet the old me that they knew
but that’s normal
‘cause everyone understands that growing is pain
2018, i done grinded my ass off
i made a career off this rap sh~t
i spent every second i had in the lab breathin life into things i imagine
i dropped everything going on at the time and started pursuing my passion
‘cause anything other than rap doesn’t matter to me
it’s all a distraction
a decision any minute, prolly could’ve been a ghost already
lately i’ve been living every single word i wrote already
suicidal thoughts, i used to think i wanna go already
i know i ain’t sayin’ anything that y’all don’t know already
switching my mentality, it happened automatically
when i was on the brink of insanity, i was struggling, panicking
and any hope i had started vanishing
traumatised and was damaged
i was sinking in agony but…
i was set free
and it wasn’t easy breaking out them chains
i waisted time, i ran in place
blue rain flowing throughout my veins
emotions that i can’t contain cause nightmares that i can’t explain
and i can’t even lie, that sh~t f~cks up my brain
‘til this day, i wish i wasn’t stuck in this maze
but i’ll always be
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