lirik lagu deception - grey

i seen that the sky turned grey, was hoping that you hit my phone
i was going through some pain, i didn’t wanna go alone

need my ray of sunshine, so please bring me to a common hope
and when the sky goes dim, i will be praying that i have you close

let me know if
i’m really the person that you wanna conceive a kid with

could have k!lled myself last night in my kitchen
i ain’t really wanna do it cause i know that you’d miss me

i’m a flawed ass n~gga, take a lot of sh~t to the heart, go figure
i mean well, and i love hard, i’m different

see a lot of stars in the sky, i’m wishing
to have a brighter vision

nine times out of ten
i would tell them i was happy, but i really lied

i’m really good at keeping sadness inside a disguise
but even i could see the bullsh~t inside of my eyes

i wanted suicide
but i don’t talk about it

n~ggas always make me feel like it’s better in silence
fight my demons, and i come out with even more talent

making music is the only way i find a balance
so you don’t see me wilding

so you don’t see me tripping
so you don’t see me tight

cause if i get there, i’ma feel the need to start a fight
with all the wrong people

who tried to do me right
who saw my darkness and tried to keep me inside the light

i guess that’s my fault
i see the bad sh~t, and become a pacifist

i let it happen, but i know i didn’t ask for this
k!ll my demons, i’m a motherf~cking m~s~ch~st, okay

i seen that the sky turned grey, was hoping that you hit my phone
i was going through some pain, i didn’t wanna go alone

need my ray of sunshine, so please bring me to a common hope
and when the sky goes dim, i will be praying that i have you close

let me know if
i’m really the person that you wanna confess your sins to

wanna be the n~gga you let in your mental
yeah, i wanna be the one you let in your temple

you got your days, and yes, i go through mine
i struggle, and yes, i’m stuck inside my mind

people stay happy while i’m left behind
i see through my evil, can’t act like i’m blind

listening to kendrick on a daily basis, to be sure i stayed sane
adhd came on, put the window up

sky was grey, so you know i had to maintain
but i’m deep in my head

all these voices tryna tell me that i need to be dead
another voice is tryna tell me that i need to eat lead

couple voices tryna tell me i should swallow the pills
another voice is tryna say i need a glorious death

step in pain with these kyle walkers
i’m a vivid thinker, ain’t a heavy talker

i don’t feel a need to comment on it
i’ma keep my distance, and i’ll stay the watcher

walk a lonely road just to find myself, solitude is a shocker
through it all, i still keep my head down, and keep my hands in my pockets, yeah

i seen that the sky turned grey, was hoping that you hit my phone
i was going through some pain, i didn’t wanna go alone

need my ray of sunshine, so please bring me to a common hope
and when the sky goes dim, i will be praying that i have you close

when the sky turns grey
when the sky turns grey

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