lirik lagu darc nite - sorry
what the f-ck am i goin thru
when i look in the mirror i see this isnt you
they tell me to keep the people that is close to you
but i left them behind because i got so many social issues
they say i’m not alone and people go thru this sh-t
but they don’t know how much life’s been a f-ckin b-tch
sometimes i contemplate on cuttin my own two wrists
if it wasn’t for my mamma then id be ina ditch
you don’t know what the f-ck goin in in my head
whether i be better off in heaven and left off dead
what the f-ck did you think happened to my bread
spent it on many bad things my life a f-ckin wreck
i’m so sorry
i didn’t want any of this
i’m so sorry
lifes being a f-ckin b-tch
i’m so sorry
turnback time wish i was a kid
i’m so sorry
that my eyes had to witness this
let’s face i ain’t happy i be so f-ckin depressed
my doctor gave me and i took the test
told me i should go home and get some motherf-ckin meds
but my parents refuse to believe this whole f-ckin mess
i wish i could turn back time to see what went wrong
was probably when i made my first rap song
or maybe that day i jacked off in the stall
n-ggas f-cked me up innocent mind turned strong
often time i stay up late nights on suicide watch
tellin myself do not do it because there’s a cost
but i don’t know what to think i’m so f-ckin lost
people do not hear my cries i’m alone i’m all lost
i’m so sorry
i didn’t want any of this
i’m so sorry
lifes being a f-ckin lil b-tch
i’m so sorry
turnback time wish i was a kid
i’m so sorry
that my eyes had to witness this
i’ve seen some sh-t that scarred my eyes wish they could heal
but no matter where i go theres always a pain i feel
its embedded in my head and my heart made of steel
i just wanna be happy all over again not a three course meal
where i’m chewed up spit out and sh-t behind my back
these p-ssy n-ggas are what makes me so f-ckin mad
i be runnin to my room lock the door then cry in my bed
cause my heads all f-cked up now can’t take back what i said
all the past times i had in my life stay locked up
even when i tell myself you forget it still locked up
sometimes i ask god to take my life in my sleep
just so i dont have to do it and watch my parents weep
cause my moms is old heart heavy and so weak
i promised them to be the best son that i could be
but now thats a lie just like what eryone speak
now thats just a lie like what eryone speak
i’m so sorry
i didn’t want any of this
i’m so sorry
lifes being a f-ckin lil b-tch
i’m so sorry
turnback time wish i was a kid
i’m so sorry
that my eyes had to witness this
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