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lirik lagu daniel rizzo - i thought about killing myself

[verse 1]
i thought about k!lling myself
how many times do i have to tell myself it’s enough?
having to deal too much grief is only for the strong
listen to me before you start interrupting me
’cause you only want to hear the good and never consider the pain

[verse 2]
listen to me before you concierge
you left me with a dictionary and a soul
what do you have to say to yourself?
i heard you need a new life with a new set of problems
“if you need to come to me,” i say
but my problems aren’t hеard, they seem—
only if they werе loud enough
but when i do that
i get weird looks like the melted watch
i get myself the melted watch to pass my pain

[verse 3]
how can i get consciousness but some don’t?
listen to me before i start to make no sense
this can get better with an extra soul beside you—
that’s what i’ve been told
i’ve been told that news is fake and is only there to make you feared
i might agree since i only see murders, crimes, and politics on the news
the struggle doesn’t come from external factors—it comes from the heart
i told you
listen to me before i start making no sense
i made a vow which started from a fear of mine
that i would be the useless of the family—
the guy with no ambition, no education, no family, no love
[verse 4]
can’t remember when the last time i was happy
but there is a glimpse
it was with a smile
two pairs of eyes that i could compare to a waterfall
and hair that you would always say is bad
but then i was happy
but every moment i’m with you, i feel that i would lose a loved one
something doesn’t feel right

[verse 5]
“make the right choice and leave that in the past,” i got told by someone else
“you shouldn’t be with that woman after how she left you like that.”
love everyone is the core of christianity
but i feel i’m losing my sanity every time i hear something different
i feel at last when i have my final moments with you

[chorus]
but will you be there when i’m fading slow?
not in body, but in thought—
when the silence is louder than anything you’ve ever said
and memories start to rot?

[verse 6]
tell me, do i matter when the crowd dies down
when the lights are gone and no one’s left to clown?
they told me strength is silence
but i scream in every breath—
because not all pain is violent;
some of it just waits for death
[verse 7]
do you feel me slipping
or are you too afraid to ask?
does your love come with conditions
like some guilt~wrapped task?

[verse 8]
i saw a mirror, and in it: a ghost
wearing my face like it knew me the most
i reach out to touch, it recoils and stares—
“you’re not who i was, you’re the weight that i bear.”

[bridge]
still, i write because writing is cheaper than therapy
and safer than jumping from balconies
they say healing takes time, but i’ve given it years—
what if all that grows inside me is fear?

[chorus]
listen to me—please—before the noise consumes
before i forget what calm feels like in these rooms
not asking for saving, just asking for ears
someone to hold sp~ce without weaponizing my tears

[verse 9 ~ repeat]
i made a vow which started from a fear of mine
that i would be the useless of the family—
the guy with no ambition, no education, no family, no love
[verse 10 ~ repeat]
can’t remember when the last time i was happy
but there is a glimpse
it was with a smile
two pairs of eyes that i could compare to a waterfall
and hair that you would always say is bad
but then i was happy
but every moment i’m with you, i feel that i would lose a loved one
something doesn’t feel right

[outro]
“make the right choice and leave that in the past,” i got told by someone else
“you shouldn’t be with that woman after how she left you like that.”
love everyone is the core of christianity
but i feel i’m losing my sanity every time i hear something different
i feel at last when i have my final moments with you

[final line ~ refrain]
but will you be there when i’m fading slow?
not in body, but in thought—

- lirik lagu daniel rizzo

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