lirik lagu d hawk – letter 3
i just want to see you proud
but you just keep p-ssing on my dreams
around the house i smile
but i ain’t as happy as i seem
i’m sick of feeling like a disappointment
feels like inner peace has been destroyed and
that’s why i’m out
in the streets avoiding the house
at the park. after dark
looking up at the clouds
drowning in the ocean
drowning in doubt
i’m in college now
i pulled up my grades
i got straight a’s
yet this contemptment still won’t fade away
i fear it’s here to stay
feels kinda weird to say
it’s been a weight
on my back forever
carrying it in my bag
so i put on this instrumental
so i can unpack
and lay down my burdens
2 am it’s late now
so i’m heading back to the house
but home is getting further with each step
i get back to my room
lock the door and begin to vent
i’m so sick and tired of this cycle
i come to you so excited
and i’d break some great news
but you don’t care and you don’t try to hide it
my bad
i’ll just go back to my room
now i’m sitting in this recluse
asking god to help me get through to you
lord i know there’s nothing you can’t do
but this is taking longer than usual
they say it takes a grain of faith for you to move a mountain
but i put so much faith in this
my faith has become the mountain
and i can’t find my way around it
i’m in the ocean
and right now i’m drowning
by tall waves i’m surrounded
and i don’t see a way out this
time
feel like the grape that fell from the vine
i feel so disconnected
i’m sick of overflowing emotions
i just want to be noticed
i ain’t a slacker just deeply devoted to one thing
and that’s my dream to achieve
to upheave the veil
that while put over my people
so we can prevail
but there’s so much doubt it’s like i pre-failed
they say it takes a village
feels like i raised myself
way back at the dean’s
reading every book on the shelf
got to get knowledge somehow
and i wasn’t learning much in them cl-sses
and later i tried to tell you that
and all you did was get mad then
yelled at me to start p-ssing
but i am a man of p-ssion
a little bit old fashioned
and if my heart ain’t in it then i ain’t moving
the look you gave me when i told you that
you looked at me like i’m stupid
pretty soon i’ll be moving on
i been in this house too long
yeah pretty soon i’ll be moving on
and it’s that thought alone that keeps me going
feels like tonight is another sunny night
it’s so dark but i found some light
yeah it’s a sunny night alright
but i’m still waiting on a new morning
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