
lirik lagu cusax - the breakdown
[intro]
four years deep into this
who says i can’t keep goin’, man?
sh~t never ends, man
but i know you hope i do, yuh
[verse 1]
there’s some days look i into the mirror seein’ waste (yuh)
but some of y’all see you as a gangster
though i rap like i got bills i gotta pay
it ain’t happenin’ until i get away from
the environment i’ve crafted for my life
through the walls as i watch and it calls to me
almost twenty and i still ain’t seein’ sights
i just wake up, play the beat and then it’s on repeat
all the ones that i forgot i went to school with
they were talkin’ ’bout their college and their future lives
like i’d get me a degree record producin’
so, yeah, i’m pretty wary where my future lies
and on top of all the guilt i f~ckin’ racked up
2020 me would prolly wanna k!ll me first
‘stead of sayin’ that he’s proud of me and that’s tough
’cause i know i wasn’t modelin’ a saint, i’m sure
[chorus: cusax & unknown]
i stay
inside myself, we got a ways to go
i can’t take the pain
but how much longer before i’m breakin’ down~down?
i stay
inside myself, i got a ways to go
i can’t take the pain
but how much longer before i’m breakin’ down~down?
[verse 2]
now, i bet you wanted more of that melodic sh~t
now, he’s back to rappin’ in the vein of when he started this
still, i’m tryna rework xodus, a three verse track
oughta do it, get it pumpin’, get it jumpin’, get it real turnt
havin’ me a struggle with the pen game, ten days
since i made a track and i don’t even get a “wow”
i just get a “could be better,” so i couldn’t tell ’em
that’s the f~ckin’ track that i been thinkin was my peak right now
i told embis that i wasn’t droppin’ this until i knew it was
dozen f~ckin’ verses i went through and still withdrew it ’cause
rappin’ ain’t my suit, since back in 2022
i had a feelin’ that my pen wasn’t as strong i review it, nah
i don’t want no yes~men in my f~ckin’ camp
if i’m losin it, they’d tell me, so i know i’m still the man
if i wanna disregard the way i’m feelin’ ’bout my craft
then i’ll do it, just get through, i don’t need no kissin’ ass
get the f~ck back!
[chorus: cusax & unknown]
i stay
inside myself, we got a ways to go
i can’t take the pain
but how much longer before i’m breakin’ down~down?
i stay
inside myself, i got a ways to go
i can’t take the pain
but how much longer before i’m breakin’ down~down?
[verse 3]
f~ck it, breathe, i got no allegiance
to any sort of corner of the web by any means
i’m about to just say “f~ck it!” and delete my presence
and just communicate through verses as i write this sentence
my passion hasn’t been in action, but still, this ain’t my practice
i’d top the sh~t you made in one rotation on the axis
i c~ck the pistol, raise, no hesitation, it’s a fact, this
you can back this, i’m the kid who still can own a f~ckin’ track
and though i calm the multi rhymin’, still my sk!ll is multiplyin’
no intent of ever dyin’, ’cause i will remain defiant
in the face of death, i chase him, get in his face with flames arisin’
say “take my life if you think i got nothin’ i’m providin’!”
[bridge]
i know i got some problems, and i’m tryna get ’em out
but i hold ’em like i got a f~ckin’ brain that’s tellin’ me
i’ll never work it out before i’m f~ckin’ gone~gone~gone
[chorus: cusax & unknown]
i stay
inside myself, we got a ways to go
i can’t take the pain
but how much longer before i’m breakin’ down~down?
i stay
inside myself, i got a ways to go
i can’t take the pain
but how much longer before i’m breakin’ down~down?
[outro]
and everyone, everyone, everyone follow my lead
and everyone, everyone, everyone~
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