lirik lagu crist x - night thoughts
[verse 1]
i remember gift wrap, ribbons on the floor
didn’t know one day, i’d be payin’ at the store
mom said “don’t touch that,” now i buy what i ignore
funny how the rules bend when you older than before
told me “don’t lie,” but they lie behind the door
told me “don’t cry,” then they scream behind the drawer
guess they tryna save us from the demons they endured
tryna raise a better version, but it’s trauma they transfеrred
why the past feel clearеr than the present?
why the night hit deeper than a reverend?
why we only innocent before the lessons?
why joy feel evil in a world full of blessings?
too much issue, too much power
knowledge flood, no watchtower
education, dedication, inflammation
now i bleed truth in my isolation
[verse 2]
my mama’s one of the strongest girls i know
she was hurt by ( ), then again by ( ), low
then came ( ), but she stood tall
kept her soul bright when the world went small
different dads, different beds, different lives
she moved us ‘round, but kept us alive
smiled through the weight she held inside
carried ( ), but still walked with pride
had to take ( ), still gave me love
taught me strength, showed me how to rise above
her pain was hidden, but it never broke her
now i see the world through her lens—it’s all her
[verse 3]
some folks in the game talk trash all day
say you the goat, then diss you the next day
showin’ fake love just to build a façade
backstage smiles, but the envy hit hard
they cheer when you win, hate when you grow
one leak drop, and they k!llin’ your show
no real friends in a place full of masks
they hold dirt tight like it’s part of they task
used to send shots just to feel like a man
breakin’ good vibes tryna boost up my brand
but it’s empty inside when you live for the crowd
they clap for your pain, then they steal every sound
now i keep quiet, let the music speak
got no time for a war every other week
i write what i live, i don’t play pretend
‘cause beef don’t build — real love wins in the end
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