lirik lagu cory lawless - life of mine
[verse]
my demons laughing again
at the delusion of this illusion
causing mass confusion
got me drinking booze again
living like a fool my man
drugs i choose my friend
did it pass the limit again, hit the ceiling
pop enough pills that k!ll most humans
snorting anything i can crush down to numb my feelings
hallucinating with my demons
they my true friends
living in this h~ll but everyday i’m right here
the weight i can’t bare i tried
the devil got me trapped in his web it’s a lie
i did it all the drugs and i’m still not high
f~cking why?
i overcame my past just to drown in the present
my future don’t exist
i became the man that’s a peasant, i grew up to be sh~t
karma, here’s my present
i’m just a glitch in this matrix
happiness don’t exist, just chemicals that mix
fusing in the mind at the right time
i lack it in mine
tell you everything is fine cause i’m high, cause i’m high
[chorus]
i hate this life of mine
i just want to die
nah i change my mind
i love this life of mine
dying to live for the first time
i used to live wishing i would die
depression almost took my life
addictions made them all die
why god did i survive?
this life of mine
oh, this life of mine
[verse]
evil monkey on my back reminds me i’m not fine
that stranger in the mirror, don’t trust him he lies
i laugh when i should cry, i feel no pain i’m too high
i’m not fine
got addicted trying hide from this life of mine
i was blind till everyone died
doing the same as me god why did i survive?
flipping something from nothing in the wrong direction
that money went quick only two cents is left, sh~t!
the sins of the past has me held back stressing
i’m blessed to be here, it’s a gift to be alive
but inside i want to die
depression all i’m seeing!
trying manifest a meaning to my being!
will i die in vain?
or is the pain for a reason?
threw away today with yesterday’s demons
got high, while dying to live, living to die agh!
i be toxic and i be a healer!
i be a victim and i be a k!ller!
i be the saint and i be the sinner!
i hate me yet i love who i be… i’m lawless yet f~cked up! an piece of sh~t ugh
[chorus]
i hate this life of mine
i just want to die
nah, i change my mind
i love this life of mine
dying to live for the first time
i used to live wishing i would die
depression almost took my life
addictions made them all die
why god did i survive?
this life of mine
oh, this life of mine
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