lirik lagu colliding with mars - autistic
i need someone to talk to right now
i’m manic in my movements
i’m so self~destructive
why would god make me this way
if i were her i’d be disgusted
help me somehow
kick me around
i hate that i’m so helpless
when i hurt someone
i’m reckless
my behaviors are indefinite
i hate myself
i’m a monster
i want to soft~reset my life
don’t want to disappoint my father
i think about it every night
why am i filled with so much hatred
feel so stupid when i opеn my mouth
i’m always jaded
everything is always bringing me down
i’m suffocating
in my thoughts can nеver figure it out
i’m in a maze
in my own head and now i’m spiraling down
poison inside of my mind
i can’t
shake the feeling that i will die
i need to calm down
or i will lash out
all of these dark thoughts
and i can’t speak now
i thought that i was finished feeling sorry for myself
i’m self~aware that everything i’m saying isn’t gonna help
i fall apart near every day and in my happiness i pray that my condition won’t afflict me further look at where that’s getting me
tired of waking up
tired of waking up
i need someone to talk to right now
i’m manic in my movements
i’m so self~destructive
why would god make me this way
if i were her i’d be disgusted
help me somehow
kick me around
i hate that i’m so helpless
when i hurt someone
i’m reckless
my behaviors are indefinite
i hate myself
i’m a monster
i want to soft~reset my life
don’t want to disappoint my father
i think about it every night
why am i filled with so much hatred
feel so stupid when i open my mouth
i’m always jaded
everything is always bringing me down
i’m suffocating
in my thoughts can never figure it out
i’m in a maze
in my own head and now i’m spiraling down
poison inside of my mind
i can’t
shake the feeling that i will die
i need to calm down
or i will lash out
all of these dark thoughts
and i can’t speak now
i thought that i was finished feeling sorry for myself
i’m self~aware that everything i’m saying isn’t gonna help
i fall apart near every day and in my happiness i pray that my condition won’t afflict me further look at where that’s getting me
tired of waking up
tired of waking up
Lirik lagu lainnya:
- lirik lagu lil' k - hustler
- lirik lagu lord of the lost - dry the rain (live at w:o:a)
- lirik lagu big thief - terrifying
- lirik lagu roman grey - ain't it a shame
- lirik lagu ник фейм (nikfame) - тишина (silence)
- lirik lagu navy blue - take heed
- lirik lagu abney park - many worlds
- lirik lagu brass knuckle & chilli vanilli - elite (pastiche/remix/mashup)
- lirik lagu karina - dos
- lirik lagu giolì & assia - extasy