lirik lagu chris webby - psychoanalysis (2017)
[intro]
yeah, webby
i took an ambien the other night
and like stayed up
and i got to thinkin’
and then i wrote this
yeah
{verse 1}
i’m aware i’m a little nuts and i know i’m a headcase
unpredictable moods are a toll that the stress takes
i carry the world’s weight ’til my shoulders and neck ache
and my sanity be going downhill like a sled race
all day my legs shake like a nervous tick
this adderall don’t work for sh~t
it only gives me thoughts that got me worried sick
feelings are so bottled up
the cork is decomposin’
and if this sh~t gets opened
it’ll cause a d~mn explosion
with overflowin’ emotions that i kept pushed down
like it was someone i was trying to drown
i know it now
i’m a little tightly strung and see i know i need to find a doctor
a therapist and a shaman who got some ayahuasca
to get to the bottom of the problems that have followed me
robbin’ me of my happiness subconsciously
since i was a punk puttin’ on a front
all ’cause i was insecure
sucked at gettin’ girls even more than i did at sports
the last kid that they would pick when we would shoot hoops
and sh~t i get it man
don’t n0body wanna lose
i never fully fit in when i was part of the crew
which is cool now but left me all confused as a youth
i’m comfortable with who i was so i started doin’ drugs
because they let me take a break from livin’ as the dude i was
thought i’d never lose the buzz
pshh, i was wrong though
been tryna function sober but this sh~t’ll be a long go
i’ve given and i’ve given
when is it my turn to take?
been the odd one out but sh~t even is all i break
spent my whole adult life steady buildin’ a fan base
while learnin’ from mistakes and tryna find my happy place
i’m survivin’ off of what i make
theres kibble up in moose’s dish
its better than it was when i had nothin’
but the truth is this
i spend the lion share to reinvest up in this music sh~t
you think that i’d still be livin’ at my parents if i was super rich?
or somewhat wealthy
this sh~t ain’t healthy the way i’m stressin’ sh~t
and still i’m doin’ it
to be honest i’m obsessed with it
i never let it steer me on this verbal path of excellence
and still i’m hardly credited, mentioned, to get respect for this
i’ve lost relationships so i could keep on chasin’ this
respected all my elders during every step i take in this
let others have the turn while i would wait for this
so now i’ll k!ll you with my bare hands if you in the way of this
i’m sick of feelin’ like i still got sh~t to prove to you
what? i gotta go on sway again for a salute from you?
go pull some dumb publicity stunt shot by a movie crew
just to be in the same conversation as all these newer dudes? (f~ck that)
and i’m not sayin’ that i’m the best or that i’m perfect
its been almost twenty years
i just want to know it was worth it
all those hours spent diggin’ deeper than the surface
just to please other people with the talent i was birthed with
life is passin’ and i’ve barely seen the half of it
i let it fuel the fire in my soul and keep me passionate
but at what point does this become unhealthy?
yo, i’m askin’ it
as i continue givin’ myself this psycho~n~lysis
[outro]
yea~yeah, psycho~n~lysis
givin’ myself the psycho~n~lysis
yeah, psy~psy~psy~psy~psy~psy~psy~psy
givin’ myself the psycho~n~lysis
yea~yeah
you know, webby
2017 sh~t, uh
still chemically imbalanced as a motherf~cker
ct
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