lirik lagu chris orrick - blus
[verse 1]
now i only smile on fridays
the lights turned off
the fan is on for comfort
but i lie awake (lie awake)
her next to me is lovely
she was nice enough to f-ck me
before we went to bed
and now my body’s feeling warm and comfy
my mind is on some “what the f-ck is going on?” (going on)
i’m 25 without a basis yet to grow on
no foundation
feel like a newborn on the ground naked
tears flowing
mouth open like screaming but no sound making
and do i sound crazy?
probably not because we all feel the same
we all feel that pain
we all drink and smoke and f-ck too much
to numb the chase of money
bunch of f-cking dummies
we all heal the same
but god d-mn it we all wake up like
“today will be the day i change”
knowing motherf-cking well tomorrow it will be the same
i feel like this is all i write about
depression is perpetual
i feel my life and write it down
feeling trapped in my head
so i wake up on some late night sh-t
feeling trapped in my bed
trying to quit smoking with those blus
but my friend he left a pack of reds
walked past the e-cig and grabbed the pack instead
i grabbed the lighter off the coffee table
somebody left the tv on
so i turned off the cable
something about that late night feeling
had me feeling lost, unstable
put on my vans
grab my hat
to cover my dumb–ss hair
then i walked down those stairs and
out the door and to the porch of my complex
thinking i’m poor
but i’m complex
i lit my cigarette
i’m feeling alone
i’m feeling happy about forgetting my phone
some days i’m on this sh-t like it’s real life
some days i forget my humanity
what it feels like
and down the street i see this drunk -ss
i’m thinking, “please walk past, man
don’t even ask” (even ask)
‘hey man can i bum a smoke?’
so, i gave that bum a smoke
and then he asked me for my lighter
for my fire
now this is where i get inspired because
he said, ‘i’m sorry
all i brought was my habit’
profound words of an addict
because all i came to this earth with
was a habit and no purpose (x2)
but i’m going to die with a smile on my face
either looking back
or looking forward
let’s hope that it’s the former
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