lirik lagu chazer wazer - adam & eve the tv show: season 2
[intro: eve]
yo adam
[verse 1: eve]
i’m an ugly f~ck, that’s all i think about
why don’t you just slit your wrist is my inna sound
but before i go, i wanna release this shy k!lla out
luck, i’m out of it and at the moment i’m in some doubt
[chorus: eve]
i wanna k!ll myself
uh, k!ll myself
[post chorus: eve]
yo adam
[verse 2: eve]
i don’t know why i’m like this, i thought my life was fine
my mental state hasn’t aged like good wine
i could continue to live, but why would i?
if you stack my insecurities they would be 9 foot 5
i’m emotionless but at the moment i could cry
[chorus: eve]
i wanna k!ll myself
uh, k!ll myself
[post chorus: eve]
yo adam
[verse 3: eve]
if i died, i know no one would give a sh~t
i wish i was american, ’cause then i’d pull the trigger pr~ck
my brains more f~cked then when a blizzard hits
i’vе done more sh~t then what hitlеr did
but i do care for some people, just a little bit
wait, no i don’t, i need to tell myself to simmer b~tch
[chorus: eve]
i wanna k!ll myself
uh, k!ll myself
[post chorus: eve]
yo adam
[verse 4: eve]
all though we haven’t spoke for years, i still think about you
i been seeing you a lot on tv with your loud crew
although our lives have changed i’m sure proud dude
whenever i’m blue i took drugs until i saw sound through
headphones, i do this ’cause this interviewer said “you’re a wh0re pal
do it, k!ll yourself” oh i forgot to mention i’m poor now too
to make some money, guess what i sell for clout, nudes
[chorus: eve]
i wanna k!ll myself
uh, k!ll myself
[post chorus: eve]
yo adam
[verse 5: eve]
although god created me, i feel like i’m from h~ll
i must admit i’m a bit jealous ’cause my life’s wrong, fail
every morning i look in the mirror and tell myself to fight on girl
but then i also wanna stab myself with a nice long nail
i used to be smoking hot, my career was high like bongs, tell
me you hate these dark vibes but this is a fine song, well
last week i got arrested because i said i bomb pale’s
but i only said that because white’s gone sell
so go on, sigh god, dwell
[chorus: eve]
i wanna k!ll myself
uh, k!ll myself
[post chorus: eve]
yo adam
[verse 6: eve]
in my head there’s a beat changed
all i do is see hate like when you created methane
where i’m at is worse than a yeezy clothing range
i’ve tried to get back on my feet mate
but whenever i show up at audition, they just say, please leave kate
f~ck, they don’t even know me
they don’t even know me
but i’ll soon be happy with a smile as big as my ass, hopefully
i’m living hope free, f~ck i’m a ho, geese i’m just joking
i know i’m not the only one who’s lonely but i’m not coping
[chorus: eve]
i wanna k!ll myself
uh, k!ll myself
[post chorus: eve]
yo adam
[verse 7: eve]
i’m addicted to watching watch mojo
i’ve been told i’m a hoe though
i’ve been told i’m a r~t~rd every time i go woke, poke poke
i’ve been told i’m cringe when i say yolo
i’ve been told to k!ll myself every time a boat soaks
i’ve been told i should let hope go
i’ve been told i’m a sl~t every time i go low
i’ve been told i’m nothing, oh no
i read these tweets while drinking co~co
how will i survive another day? i don’t know
i want to survive another day but i won’t though, yo
but today i gave up coke, joke
[chorus: eve]
i wanna k!ll myself
uh, k!ll myself
[post chorus: eve]
yo adam
[verse 8: eve]
what’s the point? what’s the point? i haven’t got a point
i’m still recovering from that time i shot a boy
but i got three thirteen times like i’m from detroit
did i mention i got raped on a sofa?
did i mention my hate wanna throw ya
over a balcony? well i do
i want you dead, i want you f~cking dead
i’m doing my best when i write with fine lead
i can’t wait until tomorrow when i get to lay in a high bed
up in the clouds, some say i’ll end up under ground
they say money rules the world, f~ck a pound
i wanna run into a tiger enclosure covered in b~tter, how?
i used to be thicc like concrete and proper fit like a noun
i’m about to do it, so cut the sound
[chorus: eve]
i wanna k!ll myself
uh, k!ll myself
[post chorus: eve]
yo adam
[verse 9: eve]
i can’t, i’m too scared
i’m in a dark place and i’ve gotta get through there
for me to carry on living would be f~cking useless
i’m writing from the top and i’m sad like blue hair
i’m sadder than a redditor’s life
i look at my issues as head it or die
people are saying i’m a sl~t, i red it online
i’m sending you all these messages, i hope you reply
it said you’ve seen them, don’t f~cking ignore me
you’re always on tv bagging about how you sleep with a b~tch, wh0re please?
when i die i’ll be haunting like a pedo does a forteen
but let me inject you with some truth like morphine
you got me addicted to drugs and the best you could say is “poor thing”
but then yet, you can sit back in a new castle like a geordie
i know you want me dead, you want me to shoot myself in the head, surely
you have some compassion, but i know you don’t, you’ll just say “here’s the door, eve”
[chorus: eve]
i wanna k!ll myself
uh, k!ll myself
[post chorus: eve]
yo adam
[verse 10: eve]
as i’m currently typing this i’m slitting my wrist
blood is running down this fine b~tch
admit it, you f~cking love this
well guess what b~tch? this isn’t it
i’m also going to hang myself
i know where i’m going, but why h~ll?
i look around and see blood on my jaw, blood on the door
there’s blood on this wh0re, blood on the floor
my one~bedroom flat was white before
now it’s just red everywhere, i know where i’m going so let me swear
i don’t know how else to put it so i’ll just quote tyler
“i know you f~cking feel me, i want to f~cking k!ll me”
you can’t f~cking help me, i’m feeling numb, that’s how pills be
they’ve f~cked me up, i used to have skin that was silky
like a couple having s~x in planes
i cut all ties from my former life, no more flexin’ chains
my life is nearly up as i put the rope up
no more life for me after i get my throat cut
no more getting called a hoe sl~t
time for me to get the wooden stool so i can go nuts
i jump from it
i can feel my heartbeat jumping through my chest
i just want you to know i do my best
things are fading away as the days starts to fade
my palms are unrecognizable, they’re nothing but red
i know when i’m dead people couldn’t give a f~ck less
this is what happens when you think you’ve got success
i’m strug~i’m struggling to keep my eyes closed
no, wait, open
you’ll know how i feel ones i send this mess~
mess~messag~
[eve drops her phone]
[part ii]
[verse: adam]
yo, b~tch
i got your stupid little messages you attention seeking b~tch
you disturbed me while i was sleeping b~tch
“oh, i’m gonna k!ll myself” shut the f~ck up
before i shut you up, you f~cking sl~t c~nt
you’re just jealous because i’ve got clout and you don’t, ho
and again, shut the f~ck up before i go loco
take a chill pill, have some co~co~
oh f~ck, i’m getting a phone call
[skit]
(on the phone)
[adam]
yo, my man chazer
[chazer]
yo, wha’d up?
[adam]
eh, nothing really. what about you?
[chazer]
same, really. oh, eve is here
[adam]
what the f~ck is she doing in ess~x?
[chazer]
well, she’s not at my house actually. she’s at my dad’s house. aka heaven
[adam]
what, really?
[chazer]
yep, she’s as dead as your trim, ha
[adam]
how did she die, did she get k!lled or something?
[chazer]
nope, she did the oldest treat in the book, suicide
[adam]
f~ck
[chazer]
well, i’ll chat with ya later, yeah?…adam, you good?
[adam]
yeah, i’m fine
[part iii]
[intro: chazer]
h~llo eve, long time no see, nice little rhyme there
let me tell ya what we offer here in heaven
in a nice little rap
[verse: chazer]
let’s get to business, you can witness many big d~cks
you can get f~cked up the ass than celebrate with fish sticks
have a look at this (what?) look at this b~tch (what is it?)
it’s a phat stack of green more than when they rap on lean
just for you eve, you can even stab one g
here, shake my hands (ew)
oh soz, i had a wee
heaven is great, where there’s no fear of rape
there’s no judgment here ’cause we’re not here to hate
we’re here to celebrate you and your life
our only rule is no playing fortnite (cringe bruh)
i know your a big fan of coke, here’s four lines
oh, what’s that i hear, you want more rhymes (no!)
shut up wh0re, lemme rap about heaven, baby
this place is as good as the number seven, lady
this place is like 9/11, crazy
i ain’t lyin’ dude, on the daily we drink irn bru
we’re the sh~t up here like flyin’ poo
don’t worry eve, i know you like hidin’ booze
this is your recovery, you’re a girl i can take a likin’ too
sike i’m spikin’ you
laugh b~tch, that was an em quote and i mentioned recovery
you’re loving me and by the night you’ll be f~cking me (no way)
then you ain’t coming in heaven b~tch
f~ck off to h~ll, you c~nt
[part iv]
[eve: intro]
f~ck this
eve sent to h~ll
push around, well
i’m taking control this time
yo check this out
[eve: verse]
all my life i was told i weren’t sh~t
all my life i tried to earn sh~t
i used to have so much money i could burn sh~t
but i’ve been f~cked in the head since birth, b~tch
that spineless tw~t tricked me into eating
adam wanted to eat this p~ssy, my heart is beating
god looked at me and went “eve, leave”
i replied with “please please, don’t make me leave”
he was like “this sh~t is easy”
i would of let him treat me like a s~x slave if he would keep me
he kicked us out, we lived in poverty for years
it bought me to tears, i punch awfully a peer
i wannabe like avril lavigne and let go
unfortunately, i can’t even shop in tesco
will i survive in h~ll? place your bets ho’s
but i’m finally happy ’cause i’m dead yo
i don’t have to worry about earning green ’cause it’s red so
living here ain’t that bad, ’cause it’s not real
i got sk!lls, i used to pop pills, got chills
hot thrills, kanye west has money but not bills
i’m a boss still, i lost mills
but i’m over it like i just stepped on pennywise
my soul is still here like marvin g~ye so just let me die
i was so right wing i made lefties cry
back when i was alive i used to think jet ski’s fly
oh my, has time gone by, i hate my songs, why?
did i do songs while i was high, why?
did i do p~rn for just 30 quid, why?
did i scream hurt me b~tch?, why?
was i such a dirty b~tch?, why?
am i asking so many f~cking question?
it took me to die to create this masterpiece
if i was alive this would be my carter iii
i’ve been f~cked more than karma’s v
i could have been a better p~rnstar but i guess she has harder knees
i do wish i could have met with adam and cleared the tension
but i want you to all know i’m doing my best, hun
i remember that time i got shot with a lead gun
but i no longer have to think about that because my heads numb
wait, this has been going on for awhile, so i need a rest, son
i feel proud because i survived a lotta sh~t
but i’m not done, it’s adam who i wanna hit
and scarlette johanson, i’m a hotta b~tch
i look the devil in the face and his wrist i’m gonna slit
although i’m beneath the earth, i feel like i’m on top of it
“yo eve, i think it’s time we leave”
wait, who the f~ck is this?
“this is your conscience, our time is up”
find me adam, i wanna fight this c~nt
“we can’t, it’s too late, we can’t be saved”
but i’m not ready to die
“then why the f~ck did you commit suicide?”
i didn’t think it would work
“you f~cking idiot”
why am i still here?
“well, we can’t f~ck off until you accept death”
i can’t leave so give me a heart please
“it’s too late, come on, i think we should go”
will they remember me?
“of course, you’re eve from adam & eve the tv show”
this is it, no more eve, once i leave
so thank you all for following my story but these are my final words in this book
goodbye
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