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lirik lagu chase bluck - april 1, 2020 3

hey guys
i just want you to know how i feel about life
so i’m going to play this song that i found on youtube
to let you know how i feel

alright, here it goes

please give me strength for another day
i’m tired, i want to go to sleep
and wake up with open arms embracing me
i know everything was planned
and that’s exactly how it’s supposed to be
but d~mn, life is so hard
i just can’t walk the path you chose for me

oh lord, won’t you come back?
i’m destined to be alone, i think
lord, what did i do wrong?
i’m sorry, so here i am on my knees

i went to church
broke the bread and drank the wine
and i cried as i prayеd for a sign—
she was not the one for mе
and that’s when suddenly, i realized the part i was gonna play
i walked into the bathroom
with a razor down my f~cking arm
came back in the nick of time
and i thought to myself
“are you really willing to die for a girl you barely know?”

so here you are
i tried to die
then keep me
and they still wonder why

it hurts me
i’ve cried to take my way
rather than be alone
alone, i miss you
i’m telling a goodbye
i’m saying my goodbyes
i’m telling a goodbye
i’m saying my goodbyes

you never looked out for my best interest
you made me fall in love—how selfish
you knew i’d be stuck after our first kiss
happiness? f~ck, you caused me this
you caused me so much pain
hurt me every time you took that risk
so yes, i cut you
i cut you all the way across the wrist
and i kept pretending
imagined in my head
that i cut so deep
that i f~cking hit a tendon

you still can’t admit it was your fault
you haven’t learned
you can’t even look me in the eyes—
d~mn it, i’m your own reflection

look me in the eyes, james
tell me you caused this pain
i want to hear you confess to me
admit it, d~mn—
you’re the reason she left us
you’re the reason she left us

i’m telling a goodbye
i’m saying my goodbyes
i’m telling a goodbye
i’m saying my goodbyes

today, i barely made it through
they say i have to follow through
f~ck—two people live like i have to do this tomorrow too
i have to get up out of bed
and do sh~t i don’t want to do
every single f~cking day
then act like i’m okay
i give up, lord
i give my life to you
suicide is my last resort
an option i don’t want to use

i’m suffocated, so restless and irritated
i hate it, i cannot take it
i thought there’d be more to life
i can’t be destined for this—
sitting in the bathroom with doors locked
holding a knife

so tell me there’s more to life
tell me i’m not destined for this
tell me my story has a happy ending
that my future is mostly bright

right now, the only light at the end of the tunnel i’m seeing
is the car headlights on the road at night
dreaming, i see a truck coming my way—
i take the steering wheel and pull it right

i’m telling you goodbye
i’m saying my goodbyes
i’m telling my goodbye
i’m saying my goodbyes
i’m saying my goodbyes
i’m telling a goodbye
i’m saying my goodbyes

i would have done it
but why am i okay with dying?
all of these tears and cries
seeming like they’re never trying
i don’t know who i am anymore
i’m trying to find him

even goes by a different name
a character he says rapping helps
a voice in my head speaking crazy things
that i can’t explain

i complain, but i’m still praying
ain’t too strong, but i’m not swaying
god, i just wish things were a little easier
that’s all i’m saying

i just wish you were beside me when it gets hard
to cheer me on
some days i feel so strong
but by the weekend, i’m weak
and i struggle to speak
and it’s tough keeping on
i’m tired—
is it wrong to want to rest?
is it bad to want to grab the phone
even when i feel i’ve done my best?

i left a message at the tone
is it wrong when you feel alone
to say, “god, please call me home?”
i’d rather die than keep fighting
and they still wonder why

it’s so hard—
i love you
i’m telling a goodbye
i’m saying my goodbyes
i give up
i’m telling goodbye
i’m saying my goodbyes

every day when i get up
i’m stuck because i feel slack
today was harder than the night
i prayed before i went to bed
today was harder—
maybe it’s ’cause i saw her

i thought if i found my true love
i’d make my credit skip
i thought if i only found her
she could save me from this pit
but she’s got me on the edge
pushing me over the edge

my whole life’s about to shatter
now i’m jumping off this bridge
they found my body in the river—
you might be asking if it got better
but if it got better
you wouldn’t be reading this letter

how it started, i don’t remember
and i don’t know why
how did i end the letter?
simple

i say goodbye

yeah, that’s how i feel inside
i just want some advice
so please, comment it to my youtube account
i’ll see ya

- lirik lagu chase bluck

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