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lirik lagu charles galbasin's spinoff work - pseudobulbar

that kid on the album cover is dead, he died from what you did, he died from what you said

that kid on the album cover is dead, he died from all the thoughts that you put in his head

that kid on the album cover is dead, he died dearth of food ‘cause you left him unfed

that kid on the album cover is dead, he died unrested, but now he’ll forever rest

you could’ve saved him, but watched him k!ll himself instead

you could’ve saved him, but watched him k!ll himsеlf instead

you could’ve saved him, but watchеd him k!ll himself instead

you could’ve saved him, but made him~..

since a kid, i ain’t get a l!ck of sleep, not a blink, not a wink

and if i did, it ain’t be counting sheep, it would be counting demons chasing me in my dreams, and they’d always catch up

as i felt the incision, it would sting, felt the blood squirt like anxiety just dispensing from my flesh, cold and painful

had to wait for every drop to leave, ‘fore i could wake up and remember that my realities more terrifying

there i’m laying in my bed every night with tenebris in my head
all these evil thoughts sayin’ i’m “better dead.”

telling me to scratch the clown~paint off with all my keratin
leaving bl~~dy chunks of my skin under my lunulas

argue a lot with it: that part of my mind twisted enough to define “twisted.”

i struggle to fight, i tussle, but it just prys my id

the memories i relive, i sit there at 3 am, remembering what you did

how you took advantage of me when i was a kid

polluted my youthful mind, and used me just like a knife

abused me with every word that you had ever said

how you truly convinced me that you did nothing wrong

how you truly convinced me i’m useless and i’m wrong

i see my reflection in my razor, and if i see you in it, i’m using it to do what you wanted me to. so you win and i lose, god d~mn

i ain’t even know if you know what you did, but i’ve slammed my head into every wall ’cause of you

i’ve scratched my face and i still have the scars ‘cause of you
i’ve punched my thighs so hard that they bruised

and i thought of every suicidal thought i’ve had ‘cause of you

you raped my brain, cut all it’s wires and watched it die

then you lied, now they all think i’m the bad one, but you..

you raped my brain, cut all it’s wires and watched it die

now that kid is dead

you could’ve saved him, but made him pleasure you instead

still i feel the need to say that i am sorry for the sh~t that i did

it was awful, but i was a f~cking kid, and the sh~t you did still haunts me

you’re my worst f~cking trauma, i was just f~cking obnoxious
i can not believe you’d ever try to compare our mistakes

i would overstay my welcome, but you’d f~cking violate

time and time and time again, didn’t treat me like a friend

you would yell, you’d cuss, you’d scream

you say i ain’t deserve to live, then the second we dated, you went and made me wish i didn’t

and now i’ll always feel like your sl~t

i’ll never feel like i’m enough

i’ll always feel like i should cut

i’ll never feel alright again

and look who k!lled the lights again

yeah, look who built my strife, who built my plight, whose in the knife again

now i can never say these things, but i will never crave again

won’t let my mind be raped again, that sh~t is yesterday

and this is more a transformation then ass~m~nt of your ways

yeah, i won’t ever be okay the way i was before i knew you, but i’ll make a new okay that’s even better than before you

i’ll be more than just some artist, i’ll be human in a way that the future of technology could never replicate

i love my brain through the storms

that kid on the album cover has just been reborn

(voice~memo)

just know that you’re strong, and you’re brave, and.. you may think you’re doing the absolute worst but just~ you staying here.. for all these years after you thought you wouldn’t stay,.. that shows how strong you are, honey

that~ that~.. shows~ that.. you want to stay, and.. i’m proud of you

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