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lirik lagu charisma atl - where i'm coming from

[intro]
i had to snap up out of my bad habits, man
but i’m still here, dog
i’m still here

[verse 1]
2021, the peak of my liquor addiction
so depressed, couldn’t even see the purpose of living
slumped over my desk, could see my dreams and my visions
moving further in the distance, tried my hardest to grip it
i only started the drinking so it could calm all the stress
until my mumma had a feeling in her stomach and went
to run right into my room just to see my slumped on my bed
she laid me down, called the ambulance and pumped at my chest
i didn’t plan to hurt myself, was with a couple of friends
but when they saw me passed out, they grabbed their stuff and just left
in no time, the paramedics come and run to my room
and told my mother, there’s a chance that he could pass away soon
they cut my shirt right off my body, put the shock to my chest
hoping for a heartbeat, or even half of a breath
they laid my body on a stretcher in the back of the truck
while mumma’s crying, praying that her baby’s time isn’t up
waking up with plugs, drips, holes in my wrist
i wasn’t dead, but i felt like i was close to the sh~t
looked at the doctor and i asked how?
she said asphyxiation, see you drank too much, choked on your vomit as you passed out
and blocked your airways so you wasn’t able to breathe
and i don’t wanna sound harsh, but i just need you to see
if mumma didn’t have this feeling that she should intervene
had we arrived later by a few minutes you’d be deceased
hearing that i could’ve died, it makes me sick to my stomach
my whole life, i never knew anything else except running
out of fear, from adversity, conflict and my problems
instead of being given correct methods to solve them
had my dad visit the day after it went down
walked me to my room and asked if i could sit down
he let me know the bottle ain’t gon take your pain away
and i still hear his voice, it cuts deeper than a razor blade
[verse 2]
i threw out all my bottles and i smashed all the glass
dad had a drinking problem too, could be the reason he passed
i graduated university, did not miss a class
and i refuse to move and speak if it don’t come from the heart
from being so depressed, thinking will i hang myself or overdose?
to praying to a holy ghost, before and after throwing shows
all my listeners, hurting, grieving, forced to walk a lonely road
know i’ll be forever with you, you won’t walk a road alone
how i didn’t die? i still struggle to know
my life was based off competition just like hustle and flow
i’d try to fly, they’d cut my wings and throw me under a rope
you saw the highest of the highs, i got the lowest of lows
i played the hand that i was dealt and walked the ugliest roads
put down the drugs and alcohol and got in touch with my soul
forever love eddy and tiff, they got me back into church
just know you’re loved and don’t you let n0body challenge your worth
gracious to god so i’ma pray with open hands and i serve
i promise i’ma make it rapping, write a passionate verse
i’m working doubles, keeping active, phone on do not disturb
and i won’t fumble, no distractions while i’m putting in work
i face my problems like a man, from here on out, i won’t be running off
rap until the death of me, or till i reach the f~cking top
so welcome to the people’s champ, the story of the underdog
to show you where i’m going and to tell you where i’m coming from…

- lirik lagu charisma atl

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