lirik lagu cassie hamilton - is this what you came for? (live)
[verse, avis]
you want me at two or three
in a wedding dress for all to see?
being a kid just for a bit
before my life would go to sh~t
no, yes!
you want, you want, you want
“dysphoria is nuanced”
makes you feel like your skin isn’t your own
like your broken in your bones
and you want “dysphoria meets prejudice”
but transitioning puts an end to this!
because after you are up
all the bad things are meant to stop!
you want that “fairytale ending”
but it seems prince charming’s pending!
reaching a goal that i can’t see
where i’m the girl
i was always meant to be
but she took me off the trail!
sabotaged me so i’d fail!
manipulated me!
and made mе see…
[chorus]
is this what you came for?
to see some sapphic yearning
with undеrtones of stress
two girls ending a mess
is this what you came for?
no, you came for jokes, and laughs
and beauty tips
and some feel~good fits
stop leaving! i will repent
here is your promised content
[verse]
i see trans foes dropping away
good! i don’t want you to stay!
i’ll just take some contour
delete your hatred
and my jaw
got lasered so i got no beard
but tits and ass, i adhered
to a hormone schedule everyday
i work so hard to be this way!
there was so much i had to fix!
heres my before and after pics:
before, after
before, after
before, after
and i’m serving born in the wrong body realness!
[chorus]
is that what you came for?
or not, ’cause you’re still leaving
i am confused a bit
i have to admit
do you know what you came for?
i’m thinking and processing
and now, i’m asking
why did you even tune in?
to see a transgender woman on the internet crying?
[bridge]
they’re just tropes and tragedy
stories with people like me
they will thwart the villainess
and throw up
when they see whats under our dress
happiness does not come for free
that is true and especially
for an internet personality
who isn’t butch, a tranny!
but i’ve never seen this story before!
i don’t know the next thing at all!
i don’t know why i’m so distressed
when theres nothing under my dress
’cause i made myself like you!
so that i could be loved by you!
now i’ll never love like you
cause i’ll never be you
is that what you came for?
to watch a man in makeup
spiral out and break up!
this is what you came for!
i’m glad that all of my pain
could really [?]
i hope you found my torment s~xy!
’cause when you tune in next week
i might not hide my fear and dread
namely ’cause i might be dead!
but let me flip this on it’s head
i’ll tell you, what i came for
i came to be heard…
what i came for
now seems absurd
…i’m sorry
i’m sorry
sorry i couldn’t centre you in my story
assimilate
be apart of you
in all of your glory
but now you’re gone
numbers spiral to one…
[spoken]
one
[outro, sung]
the one who’s always been there
one
one with whom i’ve never had to try
i know you’re watching now
getting ready to somehow
lift me out of this mess
and yes it’s true
i never needed their love
i only needed you
in love with you i did fall
and that is what i came for
i’m ready now if you want to
~cellphone buzzing~
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