lirik lagu carbon monoxide - all seeing eyes
all seeing eyes
in the middle of the night
in a moment of weakness
i had to feed it
trying to hide
oh i know this isn’t right
but there’s nothing i can do
drowned in mildew
dying on that hill
old habits are hard to k!ll
and when i say i’m dirty
you have to believe me
god it makes me sick
too cowardly to admit
what hurts me twists into pleasure
i almost like it better
lacking purpose
ambling through an every day
disarray
the world’s spinning without me
walking carcass
given life, has yet to feel alive
twist the knife
don’t say if it’s bad for me
i don’t wanna let them down
what a disappointment
run their hope into the ground
oh, you must’ve enjoyed it
don’t wanna be left behind
it’s a hypothetical
but to feel so sad about it’s
kinda hypocritical
all this time i
spent my life waiting to die
now i
have to catch up on what it mеans to be alive
say it ain’t true
thе only way out is through
so i’m
making due with
living with so much to lose
looking for a future
when the past is still too much to bare
trapped in a cycle
learning how much you really cared
forced into the present
like a home fallen to disrepair
it was so much easier
pretending that i didn’t care
swallowing my pride
self~inflicted homicide
just recline into your own mind
and indulge in those pretty lies
say we’ll be ok
tell it to me everyday
even if it isn’t true
i’d still believe in it anyway
resist the high
bite your tongue, shoulder the night
in the midst of these feelings
i see meaning
don’t try to hide
oh you want to see the light?
then start peeling the mildew
we’re starting anew
painful and prolonged
to do what’s right feels so wrong
so when i start feeling guilty
i need you to disagree
pulling back the scope
and finding new ways to cope
my god, how you deserve better
some on, pull it together
drawn and quartered
i only exist to feel ashamed
you proclaim
“look for purpose in debris”
breathing martyr
given feeling only to feel numb
sick and stunned
there’s a monster inside me
i don’t want to be this way
feeling so unstable
don’t want you to coddle me
don’t want to be enabled
is this really who i am
not to get so technical
but only a coward
would be scared of hypotheticals
newly reborn
i was never taught to mourn
but now
i know quitting is not any option anymore
paying my dues
it’s because i love you
that it’s
so hard to live a life
where i could lose you
looking for a future
when the past is still too much to bare
trapped in a cycle
learning how much you really cared
forced into the present
like a home fallen to disrepair
it was so much easier
pretending that i didn’t care
swallowing my pride
self~inflicted homicide
just recline into your own mind
and indulge in those pretty lies
say we’ll be ok
tell it to me everyday
even if it isn’t true
i’d still believe in it anyway
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