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lirik lagu cammy-kun - outro: growth pt.2

[intro]
this song took place before i started limited options, it was also the worst year of my life

[verse]
2014 was the year i gave up on my dream
packed my bag with my brother & we left the whole scene
got my mom upset cuz we had enough
but deep down she knows we needed sp~ce so she had to bluff
didn’t want to ever do music again
losing all my strength just to pick up the pen
so i flew back to trinidad
since it’s not so bad
but once again thing don’t go as planned
the diplomas i’ve gain from overseas has become really worthless
now i’m questioning my life, wondering whats is the purpose
i came back just to work for that minimum wage
but nyc humbled me so i wasn’t ashamed
applied for many places that never bothered to call
but thank god, for my best friend shawn
got me a job within a week, pressing me to make heat
you don’t know how much that meant to me
i’m sorry for being so busy, i’ll pay you back 10 folds, homie
one of the few i would ever really call a homie
these phonies folded like konan making origami
it makes sense because who would dare dive into tsunamis
that’s how i felt for over 20 years
trapped in a current, struggling to get any air
when the people you love, act like they don’t care
you wanna die because life ain’t fair
living like i’m drag racing, my classmates ahead of me
shifting blame and not praising, nor accountability
rappers in my hood hating, they all look down on me
then they have the nerve to reach out to make inquiries
the same stuff i ran away from, are catching up with me
drank & done drugs to escape reality
my fam gonna find out, they gonna be so mad at me
but it will never be more than how much i freaking hate me
my girlfriend at the time really had enough
i was so unhappy that she wanted to break up
wanting me to make music again
hoping when i go away i’d be happy again
but all that did was light a fire inside me instead
lost the love for my music, now i’m gonna lose my best friend
like i could ever just accept that
huh, anything else but except that
then it hit me, its my fault that i’m always feeling burnt out
im overweight, no wonder things never work out
i gotta change, like a dollar, but i won’t be the same
starting this music again, under a new name
i’m gonna make these dope songs and be with you
next time i come home, i wanna get married to you
and i know i’m gonna miss you
like i’m late for the bus
but it’s gonna be alright so i’m not making a fuss
because i’m starting from square one
down but i’m not done
first time since the first time that i’ve had fun
and what’s next is like an after effect
cuz everything moving forward seems to be so correct
my friend brought me to kazz, shout out for the connect
reminds me of my younger self so i had to respect
people treat me like whatever, i’ll never forget
i’m laughing at everybody cuz they gonna regret
so now i’m on a plane, flying back all alone
leaving t&t again, this place i called home
even if i never make it, or remain unknown
music’s my passion that keeps me in the safe zone
keep myself afloat before i drown
stay productive when i frown
so please hold onto your crown
this how i’ve learned to grow again after i’ve got chopped down and that’s real
[outro]
my fam wanted me to work for sony but that didn’t go as planned, so we trying to be bigger them
shout out everyone that used me & then abandoned me when i was really suicidal i’m not mad about it anymore because your pressence in my life was nothing more than a mere bus ride. you gotta get off sometime right?
shout out jikan, val & mike for helping me finish the best project i’ve ever made since being alive
shout out to the fans who are still here
when i started limited options, it was literally just me by myself with no help, no resources but a computer & a mic
but since then, the support has gotten way bigger, and i’ve finally found people who believe in me enough to do something actionable, so my options aren’t really limited anymore
so now, i’m doing this because i have no options. peace

- lirik lagu cammy kun

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