lirik lagu cameron london - who else but me
[chorus]
i should’ve never had to
carry this alone
i have a house
can’t say it’s feeling like a home
some times i think
i have to fix it by myself
i look around
and i don’t see n0body else
when i’m at my lowest
think it’s no one else but me
know people in my corner
but it don’t feel true to me
working day and night
to fix the broken parts of me
can’t depend on anybody
i can only count on me
[verse 1]
parts of me are healing
parts of me are drowning
parts of me more focused on the words
than how it’s sounding
standing in my shoes
there’s nothing left to lose
rhythm with my blues
my emotions different hues
you say never change
is that for me or that’s for you
thought you appreciated what i did
i see the truth
i’m crying while i’m writing
am i sad or disappointed
would all this still have happened
if i never got anointed
happiness is fleeting
i’m bleeding ink on the page
the older i become
the more i choose to disengage
we running out of time together
we won’t be here forever
tried to repair the rift
you don’t think there’s an error
i felt a pressure all my life
just to be good enough for you
i think it’s time i lived for me
there’s nothing left to prove
the only goals i had
were based on seeing you were proud
but i guess i let you down
[chorus]
i should’ve never had to
carry this alone
i have a house
can’t say it’s feeling like a home
some times i think
i have to fix it by myself
i look around
and i don’t see n0body else
when i’m at my lowest
think it’s no one else but me
know people in my corner
but it don’t feel true to me
working day and night
to fix the broken parts of me
can’t depend on anybody
i can only count on me
i can only count on me
[verse 2]
many mistakes
maybe the biggest was thinking
that people gon care when i’m down
thinking that people appreciate me
and how much i lost to stay around
thought it would help
i see i was wrong
maybe you think that i’m dumb
i thought i was doing my duty
as the oldest brother
and the only son
it cost me a lot
missed out on a lot
climbed out of the grave
took all that i got
been filling a void
i’m missing a spot
people won’t love me
until i get shot
i gave my 20s to 1033
i don’t have nothing to show for the pain
my nephew the reason
i’m still pushing through it
i can’t have him growing up
thinking the same
i can’t complain about my memories
they made me who i am
all the money that i made from rapping
went to uncle sam
lived enough to know that blood
is not enough to call me fam
since the closest people to me
call me cameron, never cam
my plans failed
there’s no sugar coating
i can’t pretend
if my mama go before me
i’ll probably lay down the pen
though people may say they care
them showing’s never the same
but god’s plan remains unchanged
[chorus]
i should’ve never had to
carry this alone
i have a house
can’t say it’s feeling like a home
some times i think
i have to fix it by myself
(by myself)
i look around
and i don’t see n0body else
(n0body else)
when i’m at my lowest
think it’s no one else but me
know people in my corner
but it don’t feel true to me
working day and night
to fix the broken parts of me
can’t depend on anybody
i can only count on me
i can only count on me
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