lirik lagu cameron london - mending soul
[verse 1]
i been trying to grow
i’m feeling stuck in my past
intrusive thoughts of blowing brains
don’t know how long i’ll last
they telling me chase my glory
but i try not to boast
god gave me a purpose
and i’ve been manning my post
had to bend but couldn’t break
i can’t shake the feeling
decisions i’m bout to make
are detriments to my being
no disagreeing with the alpha and omega
on the past
dreams were cast away
my sega sat unsurpassed
mental effects
of living check to check
and teaching kids
who parents never taught them to respect
my health is all i own for real
so i gotta protect
i’m wishing folks thе best
in case we nеver reconnect
reflect on my decisions
years that i been giving up
wasn’t raised to be a quitter
why i feel like giving up
weight of spirits that i carried
might have finally took a toll
need to cleanse, mend and defend
my soul
[chorus]
mending my soul
with broken pieces of shattered memories
hiding emotions in my music
was not the remedy
my money been getting low
but i’m not planning to fret
if it’s me or the competition
then i’m making the bet
mending my soul
with broken pieces of shattered memories
hiding emotions in my music
was not the remedy
i been trynna rest
my biggest fears that i’m getting weak
overwork while awake
cause i’m terrified when i sleep
[verse 2]
i hate this feeling
it’s symbiotic
might be eukaryotic
thought that it would dwindle
this affliction causes periodic
episodes of stress
debilitating
i can’t even write
ain’t been making songs
just been documenting every night
hear my mama laugh
but can’t stand to see her cry
just to live i stay distracted
if i rest then i could die
i’m half asleep
penning my poems
practice prolonging rest
pushing my pen to pad
relieves the smallest portion of stress
my soul perennial
the only son
the path i walk is liminal
middle child
stuck between gen z and millennial
think my biggest problem
is i view my pain as trivial
first step to me healing
is admitting i’m in denial
denial
or rejection
not the end
i ended many opportunities
before they could begin
settle down and grab a pen
wonder how this epic ends
the iliad and odyssey of cameron london
let’s begin
[chorus]
mending my soul
with broken pieces of shattered memories
hiding emotions in my music
was not the remedy
my money been getting low
but i’m not planning to fret
if it’s me or the competition
then i’m making the bet
mending my soul
with broken pieces of shattered memories
hiding emotions in my music
was not the remedy
i been trynna rest
my biggest fears that i’m getting weak
overwork while awake
cause i’m terrified when i sleep
[outro]
i need to mend my soul quick
mend my soul quick
(i need to)
mend my soul quick
mend my soul quick
(i need to, i need to, i need to)
mend my soul quick
mend my soul quick
(i need to)
mend my soul quick
mend my soul quick
(i need to, i need to, i need to)
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