lirik lagu c2b - broken mirrors
[verse]
[c2b]
one am i can’t get you off my mind again
wonder if you’re the only one i’m finding then
numb the pain novocaine
mixed with vicodin
i can’t tame, stop the flame
spray some hydrogen
man i hate when its late
and i think a you
heart it breaks my mistakes
they were big to you
shut me off put me out
i’m a cig to you
cut me off now my homeboys are into you
man i hate myself cuz i could only ride for you
messed it up, i felt totally alive with you
only one who understood i survived with you
watched your mom fall to drugs almost brided you
so deprеssed there’s n0body hеre who understands
moved to canada and ran from all the problems
but i can’t run from me and no i can not comprehend
how it’s been a year but since two weeks you had a man
turnover was quick
got my tummy feeling sick
see you on the gram
and holding hands
that boy was awful sl!ck
did you talk to him while we were bonding over movie ish
were you out here cheatin too and sending him the booty pics
did you know he was the one
swear i’ll grab a loaded gun
put it to my temple take me out cause i’m a lonely son
i always feel this freakin pain
so then i’ll write these songs again
and hope that all the pain you’re causing me will wash away in rain
cause if not this is meaningless
and i should throw away the pucks
it’s been a year and i still fear
that i will die alone and thus
i’ll never have the kids i want
the dog and cat the non sh~llant
the white fence that i’ve always thought
would look good with perfect font
of my family name on it
and i could go and show my mom
would bring such a smile to her face when she saw pics from senior proms
i miss you so it’s sad to say
haven’t talked in ninety days
not even friends i miss you babe
but i guess it should be this way
catch my feels in my sleep
i still dream a you
still see wedding bells bridesmaids and family too
yeah you got me blocked
but know i’m still supporting you
almost got you pregnant and we talked about abortion too
i’m not proud a that but it’s all my story now
found a god and his love yeah it holds me down
how he loves it amaze and i’m sorting out
all the bags i got wishin i could put em down
i’m okay but still sad it’s a constant fight
tried to numb the pain with redbull and some jagermist
but it made it worse so i cry into my bed
text my mom, tell her how i lost my only friend
im ok im ok yeah i tell her now
took a xan tried to calm all this anxiety down
but it failed now im up
and i cry and scowl
at the point where i broke yeah i’m just down and out
i’m so trash i wish i could just release myself
but i can’t so i long to leave this freezing h~ll
heart it broke, shattered down broken mirrors now
see my face in the shards yeah i’m lookin foul
deleted pics and it’s almost been a year and so
i guess it took a while to let all of the memories go
i’m a shattered mess, heartbreak it’s quite the show
got me bound, got me gassed, i ain’t i ain’t breathin’ yo
someone help cause the weight is pressing on my chest
think i’m gonna die alone man i’m such a mess
can this k!ll me, lately i been thinkin yes
staring off of the bridge, should i jump, my heart saying yes
i won’t k!ll myself but thought ablut it many times
it’s not cause a you it’s cause a me and all my crimes
i’m a piece a trash, throw me in the can again
knowin’ there’s nothing i could do to be your man again
[outro guitar]
[mathias frose]
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