lirik lagu brittney chantele - ptsd (feat. jordan montgomery)
[hook: brittney chantele] x2
ptsd in my system
it was validated real
by my therapist last week
i bet the army will repeal
they deny me of my feelings
when i’m feeling all the feels
and they traded me my freedom
and they call that sh-t a deal
[verse 1: jordan montgomery]
four years home from fighting war
still don’t know what i’m fighting for
get deployed
come back home can’t get employed
got a kid and a wife at home
every night there’s fights at home
now i spend my nights alone
drinking whiskey to the dome
till my f-cking kidneys blown
d-mn
there they go again (uh)
still see victims
haunting in my head (yeah)
concrete with the children dead
left his body filled with lead
red white and blue h-lla guns aimed at you (yeah)
touring with that heavy metal
i ain’t talking concerts
i don’t even feel the pain
it turned me to a monster
crazy thing there’s a war happening right in front of us
hope they remember you before your time is up (uh)
swerving cause i’m drunk (uh)
leaving tire marks (uh)
no good anyway
all i do is break your heart
now my family torn apart
living in my f-cking car
f-ck you all
f-ck you all
i’m a walking bomb
[hook: brittney chantele] x2
ptsd in my system
it was validated real
by my therapist last week
i bet the army will repeal
they deny me of my feelings
when i’m feeling all the feels
and they traded me my freedom
and they call that sh-t a deal
x2
[verse 2: brittney chantele]
pain pills in brown bags
wish i didn’t know about that
crying in the shower
cause i’m wishing they could take it back
own up to the pain you brought me
own up to the way you taught me
own up to the fact that i’m a number
and the way you bought me
this ain’t nothing new
now i’m just a stat to you
and you say i’m crying wolf
example of the hate you spew
glad i’m moving on from this
never wanna be like you
you don’t even have a clue
of how i feel
i wish you knew (uh!)
looking back behind me
cause i think i’m being followed
‘this we’ll defend’
never lived up to that motto
duck when i hear fireworks
sounding like that auto
anxious at the concert
when i’m hearing that vibrato
eating my food fast (uh)
not standing for the flag (uh)
i don’t sault all you fake motherf-ckers
i take it back
now i’m going to therapy
i was once anxious and sad
but i learned to work through feelings
‘stead of putting them in the bags
d-mn
[hook: brittney chantele] x2
ptsd in my system
it was validated real
by my therapist last week
i bet the army will repeal
they deny me of my feelings
when i’m feeling all the feels
and they traded me my freedom
and they call that sh-t a deal
x2
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