lirik lagu brayan medina - note to self
[verse 1]
who do i blame?
for who i became
laying in my room
crying to the moon
feeling so worthless
feeling no purpose
i’m such a burden
hide behind the curtains
it’s not easy
feeling incomplete
[chorus}
i don’t wanna die young
but i feel like i’m not enough
i don’t wanna give up up
but i don’t wanna wake up
[post~chorus]
it’s not in my head
it’s not in my head
i’m not selfish
i’m so selfless
[verse 2]
i’m done caring
i hate my parents
they’re so transparent
i’m so embarrassed
when i’d open up
they’d tell me to shut me up
when i had to grow
i did it on my own
ran away back in 2016
went through things that you wouldn’t even believe
searching for acceptance
but i could never find it
maybe in my perspective
i just needed guidance
[chorus]
i don’t wanna die young
but i feel like i’m not enough
i don’t wanna give up
but i don’t wanna wake up
[post~chorus]
it’s not in my head
it’s not in my head
i’m not selfish
i’m so selfless
[verse 3]
fighting the urge to get up in the morning
feeling like i’m not important
reliving my wounds
alone in my room
awaiting my tomb
nothing else to lose
i know i’m not alone
but i feel so alone
this house is not a home
so it’s best for me to go
i can’t stay here
i’m not welcomed here
[chorus]
i don’t wanna die young
but i feel like i’m not enough
i don’t wanna give up
but i don’t wanna wake up
[post~chorus]
it’s not in my head
it’s not in my head
i’m not selfish
i’m so selfless
[chorus]
i don’t wanna die young
but i feel like i’m not enough
i don’t wanna give up
but i don’t wanna wake up
[post~chorus]
it’s not in my head
it’s not in my head
i’m not selfish
i’m so selfless
[outro]
i don’t know where i’ve been
or where i’m going
but i’m going
yeah i’m going
is this my cry for help
yes, i’m not myself
suicidal thoughts
mixed with spiteful taunts
i’m so alone
i’m all alone
it’s so cold
down this road
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