lirik lagu brandon nivens - numb
i don’t know why i feel so numb inside
when i wake up a little piece of me dies
when i go to sleep i’m afraid to close my eyes
i’m vulnerable and nothing that i do subsides
the feelings that i be feeling all up in my inside my mind
what if i don’t get up tomorrow and truly die
i say that i’m okay but everyone knows that’s a lie
i put up a wall just so they don’t see me cry
my wings are broken i fall every time i try to fly
i been climbing and trying but i can’t reach the sky
they keep telling me i can make it to new heights
but they don’t know what it’s like they’ve never had to fight
i’m scared everyday that i will not see tomorrow
i look at my watch feeling like i’m wasting time
but they say time is money
like a loan it feels borrowed
no matter what i do, i can’t go bury my sorrows
there’s a couple people i owe apologies too
but we ain’t speaking now either way it’s overdue
i never said sorry now i’m feeling so dumb
i never realized i could become so numb
i don’t feel the same (no no)
i hate myself again (no no)
see my demons but i can’t run (can’t run)
lately i’ve been feeling so numb (so numb)
i been there
trust me i know what it feels like
to feel like you are worthless and n0body cares
sitting in your room crying screaming “this ain’t fair”
i had to learn myself that life really takes balance
you can only go so far when you got talent
life ain’t always happiness and f-cking beauty pageants
if you want something realize that it takes practice
but i don’t get it the vision wasn’t inside my mind
look at my watch and it’s ticking – i am still wasting time
i’ve never looked and saw a mountain i couldn’t climb
when the color fades i slowly become blind
i replay all the memories i left in my mind
and honestly it’s been a long time coming
i’m walking in circles but sometimes i feel i’m running
my wings and my legs are both broke – i can’t run
i don’t know what i’ve done to become this numb
i don’t feel the same (no no)
i hate myself again (no no)
see my demons but i can’t run (can’t run)
lately i’ve been feeling so numb (so numb)
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