lirik lagu bradley peck - the abuse
[verse 1]
i sit back and question why, searching for answers and reasons
were you that mistreated that you hit me with these mental beatings
or are you just messed in the head born to be a demented heathen
i just wish you would leave us, so i can continue breathing
a sigh of relief, when you walk out the door even for an hour or so
why me and mom were forsaken with you presence i’ll never know
your always bringing me down, probably due to your low self~esteem
you need help, it’s clear, your anger brings you to new extremes
smashing everything in sight, whether it’s yours or it’s mine
one day you had the audacity to ask if i was doing fine
are you out of your mind!? well we all know that question is rhetorical
you abused your first son now me, guess it’s becoming historical
not only him and me but you got my mom feeling down all the time
i try my best to cheer her up, but it’s hard when you got me losing my mind
thoughts of suicide, stemming from your constant negativity
even before this virus you had me feeling locked in captivity
[chorus]
this abuse
feels like my downfall
i hope i’ll be well after all
not knowing who to call
curled up
in a ball of tears
i’ve done best facing my fears
hoping i’ll make it another year
[verse 2]
this pain that i’m feeling had it’s moment of revealing
once the dark side of you burst up through the ceiling
this pain brought me down and i’m kneeling
praying that you’ll leave us alone and allow for the healing
but i don’t think anger management is a solution
you’ve invaded every cell of my body like a chemical pollution
tore through my insides and left me upside down
who knew the face of the devil was hiding under a clown
but it’s not funny how you bring everyone to your level
of hatred and blatant abuse that you seem to revel
in like you take delight from our plight, here’s some advice
take that slice of positive and lock it in like a vice
focus, take notice of all the anarchy you bring to life
and if that doesn’t work, maybe consider a knife
i’m not the violent type but you have me at my wits end
take this song as a release so i can get my mind on the mend
[chorus]
this abuse
feels like my downfall
i hope i’ll be well after all
not knowing who to call
curled up
in a ball of tears
i’ve done best facing my fears
hoping i’ll make it another year
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