
lirik lagu bozoru bear - truth 11
s~xually abused? what? what do you mean? no, absolutely not. i was not s~xually abused, i never was. no, i was not being manipulated either. i cannot stress this enough, i was not groomed. there’s a lot of weight to these words, you know that, right? i was not f~cking groomed, get out of here with your bullsh~t, alright?
i was already 14, i wasn’t a poor innocent child. that’s your narrative, that’s like, the f~cking narrative you want to push on me
she had, you know, her s~xual fantasies, i had mine, we shared it with each other here and there and that’s it
she didn’t wanna f~ck me
well, like, now that i am almost as old as she was i dont… i dont think id feel comfortable in having that kind of conversation with a 14 year old, if that’s what you wanna hear, but, like, we were different, ok? there’s always nuance to that kind of stuff. as toxic as things could be between us sometimes, we knew, like, boundaries and sh~t, when it comes to that s~xual stuff
we were just very open with each other
that’s just, honesty, you know?
there’s a lot of things to criticize about her but she wasn’t a f~cking pedophile, stop pushing that idea onto me, you freak
she enabled my overly s~xual behavior? what? what are you even trying to say?
yes, okay, i will indulge you, if that’s what you want
when i was younger i did had these moments where i was, like, way too s~xually exposed. that’s what you’re talking about, right?
ok, so, yes, i regret them. i regret these moments. i dont feel well about any of that but, like, what the f~ck does she has to do with it in any way, shape or form?
i was 13 at some of these, but also 14 at the majority of these cases, and, i mean, that is old enough to know what you’re doing
i’m sorry if that’s something controversial to say. but that is old enough to know if you’re doing something stupid or not
all of that stuff is n0body’s fault but mine
if i was ever preyed on, if i ever was used by adults, i did it to myself, ok?
i was the irresponsible one, i put myselfin that position
growing up is about taking responsability for the sh~t you have done, you know? even if it hurts
you can’t just put the blame on others for the bad sh~t you did to yourself
she sat down and laughed about most of these events, i’ll be honest with you about that. but she did it because she could, and that’s the truth most people can’t accept. you are not responsible for other people’s misfortune
you do not have any obligation to help
the world is not made out of cottom candy
if you see some stupid f~cking teenager on the internet, practically wearing a tshirt saying “i’m an easy target for pedophiles”, i dont think you’re wrong for laughing at them
laughing at how low these kids can go
you are not their parents
you dont need to be the bigger man
sorry, what did you say?
if i feel abused? what? who cares?
i was not abused, she didn’t abuse me, it doesn’t matter if i “feel abused” or not
what i wanted her to do is not important
if i wanted her to be responsible or whatever
the world is not about what you want
the world is not about you
what? no i am not dodging the question. i’ve said it already, whatever i feel does not matter. what matters are the facts
it doesn’t matter if i feel abused
it doesn’t matter if i feel abused
it doesn’t matter if i feel abused
it doesn’t matter
i was there to witness
the first time
that your wings were ever cut
hold you onto my arms
even when you said
i was insane and pathetic
i took it kindly because
i loved you
all the waking nights
i was scared
that you’d commit
suicide
you told me your demons
and i told you mine
for a moment it felt
like we were the only people alive
you were leopold
you made me loeb
i couldn’t question the situation
winged monkeys can never ask why
you control my brain
my every movement
once i were with you
my autonomy didn’t mattered
my happiness didn’t mattered
my morals didn’t mattered
because god knows that i’d do
anything for you
true love
i was only a child
you could tell me no
but you liked to act as a kid
and to make me an honorary adult
make me eat your flesh
i’ll do it with a smile
alienate me from everyone i love
i’ll do it with a smile
laugh at my suicide attempts
i’ll do it with a smile
tell me with no shame my suffering amuses you
i’ll do it with a smile
i’ll hate everyone around me if you want to
i’ll love only you if you want to
i’ll k!ll somebody if you want to
i’ll hide the body if you want to
i’ll take the blame for you if you want to
i’ll cary endless guilt if you want to
i’ll have panic attacks if you want to
i’ll try to k!ll myself if you want to
because, my special one, my b~tterfly
i’d let you rape me if you wanted to
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