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lirik lagu blueyd - maniac

[part i]

[verse 1]
good grief
let me be honest
i haven’t been sleeping and i haven’t been talking
let me he honest
i got a problem with eating
my friends are leaving me i ain’t sure about what to think of it
let me be honest
i can’t focus so well
i’m sober and i stink
i’m on the brink i’m as close as possible to being over
let me be honest
school is tomorrow, still sinking in silence
filled with my sorrow, my body reeks of violence
let me be honest
if sеlf hurt was a boulder i’m standing at the bottom
i write too quick
my friеnds say i have time for no one
only working on this album
no one understands me
i’m my own menace
i tear myself down because i can’t stand me
but when others are around i always feel fine and dandy
my heart feels like a broken piece of candy now
[part 2]

[verse 1]
stars are bleak my mind intersects
behind me i feel a knack to be silent
hop in the back
of my truck
everything’s on the table
let me briefly relax
shedding skin begging for attention
rancid atomic flaccid ain’t having it
pain in my attic slowly growing down
everyone turns away every time that i frown
swaying through different mindsets i got plenty time
can’t figure out the place i wanna spend winter time
rusty to the roots
album still unfinished and
dusting off the cowboy boots making a couple bangers until the summer ends
i look down at my hands stay low annoy myself
bunches of falling bags of apple air tags
same place as i got gagged
i’ve always been safe in the ground lend me strength to figure out this hate i bought
i don’t like to see faces and maybe that’s my favourite part
who are you calling a racist you just said all the sh~t that i’m doing can’t be considered art
considerate confidence stealer
now i wanna hang myself and shoot myself with my own beamer
ring of depth heard of deception
i sing of death my sh~t is not rap only based off of my complexion
never met a man with such connection
i’m talking bout myself yo
velcro how stick to walking
silence on death row
can’t think about tomorrow
make me have a break down
drown in my sorrow, help me have the rest though
giggling, fork spinning, it’s all begging to make sense, raw winning
my body still young but my mind is older
in a lodge of sign language i can’t decipher
bold moves slow routes
my own warriors i blow through
my room reeks of weed i ain’t smoke this sh~t
soon though the feelings will evoke this sh~t
awoke from my slumber i ain’t sleep that well
i can’t tell if slept or just tossed and turned insane
ranking and pressing to grow upwards
banking on rapping to find myself uppers
eat to make the pain less
starve to make the pain second
leaving sh~t is painless
staying always happens
scream into the void only that consoles me
my mind defines the meaning of a black hole
hearts a bottomless pit
start of my dead sh~t
smart in my head but i still can’t get it in
staying alone, never seemed to fit in
praying on stone, always been a misfit
never been sh~t
never been quick to figure sh~t out
always been alone (always been alone)
i finally got drunk again
silently hung on the bleachers after a basketball game
it took one week for the sobriety to end
now look where that got me
anxiety finally fixed my conscience eating away i don’t bend cuz i break
finally drown in this lake on this beautiful day
or drown in my sorrow where it’s just me and the hate
racing despair facing the air
escape my breath i’m sort of resting
considering my situation i’m litter until my bitter end
rendering me useless cuz my job is ruthless
i’m searching for the truth maybe
that’s besides the point
point to the exit
despise it
smile on my face stare at the ceiling
dive in that vase
claustrophobic my entire being
bare head to feet
this is what a spider feels feels like (spiders spiders)
[instrumental break]

[verse 2]
i got a whole lot to blow
i’ve always been older than you know
and everyone wants my soul
raining and crying and failing and trying
every time i laugh i’ve always been dying
being see through
more trouble than it’s worth
it’s always been this bad i just never knew
pain in embedded into my shirt
i’m weak and i’m wrong
i’m fading away from myself
and the only way you’ll hear of it is in this song
looking back i don’t think i ever recovered
knives and forks in the cupboard, hopefully i’m only hovering
bite the bullet
depression been through it
don’t have to tell no one you’ll hear me when i lose it
i’m one bad day away
sadness is a thing that i’ll never be estranged to
i’m late to everything and i hate myself too
rising against, treason within
reason with the devil never trying with the angel
i’m the immovable object
only go outside when i have to, only work on this project
soulless and damp
entirely sand
grip me and you i’ll bite your hand
kiss me and i’m never loving again
scared of the future sad about the past
never been sh~t, always come in last
the feelings always come in last but they come in last
help me out this pit and i swear that you’ll fall down fast
pits are my favourite past time
pits have always been my favourite past time

- lirik lagu blueyd

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