lirik lagu blueyd - i'm sorry / inside
[part i: i’m sorry]
[verse]
not even fixing to go outside
lying in my bed wishing to die
my mouth runs dry
dead inside and i hate when i’m home
but i hate when i’m gone
but it’s lonely alone i just wither away
i see myself on the other cleanse
never could i change him
ever understand him
this is what my life like
all day all night standing on the side
i’m not even myself on my own
feelings in my chest is a void
sleepy and tired and paranoid
acceptance is a bliss that i could never
really get to get
i just stumble i’m sick
and i look to the clouds but they’re gone
and the fog
close minded i’m scatter brained all over the place
i start to cry when i think ahout a normal life
i’d be risking it all for some peace of mind
sleeping with the sharks and i scared n0body bit me
never been addicted but i’ve been through it
gran gran passing
never get to see her cuz i’m not having it
i’m sorry if anything should happen
and if i miss you i’m sorry
and if i don’t see you i’ll vomit
i’m the loneliest poet on the planet
and just one more hole is enough for me to end it
and if i’m prophecising i’m sorry
and as i’m writing i’m bawling
all the hardships is too much for an old h~~rder like me
i keep em all with me
i’m sorry for all i’ve said please don’t forget me
[part ii: inside]
[verse]
waiting for a good day
ion even try no more i just wait and i cry
raised in the fog
sleeping with the gray cuz i’ve been steaming with it all
stumbling with awareness is a curse
watching through my eyes, don’t really know if nothing hurts
i’m a sh~ll of the boy that i never was
stare into the walls of my room that i really never cross
familiar with it all, not a different feeling
beefing with the guy who gets the cards a~dealing
it’s unrelenting i reek of trauma and body spray
i really got to figure sh~t out
siting in the halls of my building
wonder where my all been hidden
f~cking up my life i’m living what is written
chit chattering with myself i’m figuring me out
all of your disorders ain’t as haunting as my thoughts
lately i’m just empty by the lots
waiting for the cola can to pop
hoping for forgiveness as i rot
stop cracking up, you’re really dismissive
thats what the black screen told me as i walked away with it
i’m a problem cuz i’m snowing and a part of me just know that i’ve been ready to go for the longest
coping with the world cuz i’ve been thinking bout it often
grabbed me by the coat, said i gotta focus, i’m losing conscious
i almost as sad as this f~cking song is
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