lirik lagu blóðvein - every fuckin’ thing
yeah
i’m not okay but that’s old news
addicted to the crash like i chose to lose
still breathe in smoke just to k!ll the view
of a world that don’t look nothin’ like you
heart cold bed warm same song new scars
dreams full of what ifs and blurry bars
voicemails saved just to hear her tone
i play ’em at night when i’m feelin’ alone
addicted to the silence to the feel of the end
to the song i write just to feel like a friend
every pill every sip every night i replay
just to feel less alone for a couple more days
addicted to the glow of my broken phone
to the text that says seen but i’m still alone
to the sound of my name when she used to care
now i talk to her ghost like she’s still out there
addicted to the lies i keep tellin’ myself
next time i’ll stop but i know d~mn well
i don’t want help i want release
so i drown in a loop just to find some peace
addicted to the hoodie that still smells like her
to the shows we watched to the way it hurt
to the version of me that smiled back then
now i write sad hooks just to feel again
but it don’t stay quiet forever right
heartbeat kickin’ like a drum in a war
sad turns savage when you push too far
mirror cracks tempo snaps
now i don’t cry nah i fight back
snap now i’m back on that venomous pace
f~cked in the head like i’m laced with rage
addicted to the hate to the blame to the chase
to the way that i light up and torch my place
yeah i’m addicted to chaos bet
to the drama the trauma the threats i text
to the mirror that spits when i look in my eyes
like you ain’t sh~t and i’m screamin’ you right
addicted to the breakdowns throwin’ chairs
to the blood on my lip and the dead eye stares
to the thrill of the f~ck up the wreck i bring
middle finger in the air like f~ck everything
addicted to revenge and the flame i feed
to the watch me burn in the sh~t i bleed
to the fake ass peace that i sell online
while i rot in a room that i call just fine
addicted to the screams that live in my brain
to the fire in my lungs and the hurt in my name
to the masks i wear to the sh~t i hide
to the line i cross when i lose my mind
every f~ckin’ thing
from the pills to the screams
from the girls that ghost to the rage in my dreams
every f~ckin’ thing
let it all go boom
sad boy burned and i lit the room
every f~ckin’ thing
from the scars to the sin
from the days i fake to the nights i spin
every f~ckin’ thing
it’s the life i cling
i ain’t hooked on nothin’ i’m hooked on every f~ckin’ thing
i don’t even know what i’m tryin’ to feel anymore
i just know
it’s never enough
so i keep takin’ every f~ckin’ thing
and maybe one day
it finally takes me back
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