lirik lagu blevex - detached
[intro]
who am i?
what have i become?
i’m so f~cking numb
to the pain in my brain
i don’t wanna have fun
i’m so sick
of every little thing and the trauma
built up in my brain
still thinking about all the same things
[v.1]
suicide hasn’t crossed my mind in a long time
don’t mind think i’m gonna be just fine
alright don’t hit me up cause i just might
try to block you my life
and i’m still wondering why
why do i do this to me
the trauma that i dealt with
doesn’t ever let me sleep
life isn’t a dream
can’t ever make any friends
cause apparently i’m to mean
but i speak in reality
i know some people don’t likе it
but it’s what it has to be
the f~cking audacity
say i’m not speaking
through minds likе galaxy’s
i see it as art but
you see it as cash to me
sick of the sick
but maybe i’m sick of me
cause n0body understands
or ever try’s to stick around and see
that i’m a good person at heart
until somebody try’s to start
something then i get to talking my sh~t
but sometimes i take it to far
so everybody wants to be apart
when i’m defending myself
i don’t need any women or wealth
to know that i’m a human with feelings
even when i don’t have any meaning
i’m reminded of the pain that i felt
the pain that i delt
you say that you need me
but then you deceive me
how in the h~ll do i make this sh~t easy
for you to understand that
i don’t want you to leave me
so why the f~ck would you leave me
maybe cause your sick of me
i said it before and i’ll say it again
your probably free
and happier without me
[bridge]
who are you?
what have you become?
i’m so f~cking numb
to the pain in my brain
you don’t wanna have fun
your so sick
of every little thing and the trauma
built up in your brain
still thinking about all the same things
[v.2]
i’m so f~cking detached
facing life with n0body to watch my back
its so f~cking sad
i never had a dad
f~ck being glad
girl left me and she ain’t making it back
i know this a fact
matter a fact while i’m bragging
bout my f~cked up life
i don’t even know if ima have a wife
employed so working is all in my mind
i don’t have any time to be kind
f~ck love ima have to open my eyes
realize that your no longer mine
so i’m taking my 9 and i’m thinking it twice
don’t think i have the courage
to bury these burdens
or leave so many people hurting
over a dumb decision instead of learning
and over coming my mistakes
i swear momma ima be great
and do my best to avoid the hate
therapy isn’t for me
but to those people it’s gonna be ok
you’ll battle that fate
and start looking for faith
start looking for healing
start working a job employed by the state
then you’ll move on
better your life and
the negative thoughts would be gone
you found the one thing
keeping you here for so long
don’t let go of it cause
when it’s gone it’ll stay gone
i know every about me is negative
but i’m doing something to better it
music is my therapist
talking about what i feel in a song is bettering
its f~cking bettering
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